`[ Heaven's holding every single tear you cry ]'-

2008-11-22T02:48:00.001+08:00

It's been awhile since I blog, haha. Now I shall blog a little, since I came back from Shanghai. There were many things to catch up especially schoolwork, other than those things still remain the same.

First, let's talk about Shanghai. Shanghai is a good place to shop, good place to have fun, relax and EAT! Many places of attraction, good bargain for shopping. I took China Eastern Airlines; my 1st experience on the plane was alright. Feel a little shiok, like roller coaster but after awhile gets dizzy already. Then get bored in the airplane and such, haha. The moment touched down, grabbed our luggage met my Sister-in-law, and then checked into our hotel. The traffic was heavy as it was during the peak hour, taking a cab also need to queue very long. Checked into hotel, and we head to a restaurant to have our dinner with the family members of my Sister-in-law. The foods were delicious especially Crispy Pigeon. Yum yum!

On my brother's wedding day, as a Best Man they are many procedures I need to do like opening the door, walking stance. My brother wasn't feeling well that day but Thank God everything went well for him. The whole day was alright, I accompany my brother for his photo-shoot at places of attractions. The whole wedding is like filming, haha, many things to follow, stances, looks, and expression. But it was a good experience for me. Night of the wedding, drinking time, people in Shanghai love to drink so I drank a little, didn't get drunk as I avoided very alcoholic drinks and go for the 4% beer. =D It was fun, got to know many people, chat with them about differences of each other country.

The rest of the day was shopping day! SHOP SHOP SHOP!

I know it's quite late to talk about it since it's almost a week, however! Once again, THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATED WITH ME during my Birthday! And wishes also! My Birthday was fun! Although it was packed with lessons in the beginning of the day, despite the lessons, my friends still celebrate with me. Once in school, another with ice cream, lastly Steamboat! YUM YUM!

THANK YOU ALL! This year birthday is special, although not many presents but memories shall stays on forever.

MST Week is less than 10 days from now means?! Study! Meanwhile not forgetting zei zhang too! Party World KTV was fun too!

Oh ya, today, went to IBN industrial visit! After that, woOo! Swensen! I'm bloated after that; felt that I gain more weight.

I shall post some pics! To make things more lively.

That's my Niece!

Scenery view at Shanghai

Scenery view at Shanghai

At Wang cheng area, STARBUCKS!

This is Bing tang hu lu! too much of these, throat pain. hahaha.

TW, ME and Kenny!

Yum!

Oh, Train station in Shanghai

Thanks Lele for the cake!

F1 race poster at Shanghai, wedding night was the last day of the F1 race.

3 steps!

2008-10-17T01:38:00.001+08:00

Wooo! I’m going to Shanghai later! Attending my brother’s wedding so I will be away from Fri onwards. Fun fun fun! Packed my luggage and ready to go off in the morning. So school starts a couple of days ago, I felt that I have not been to school for like years even though the holiday is about a month only. I’m still adjusting my mood to the school–ing mode.

I went to watch Max Payne! Sweet! I love it when Max screamed, my seat was vibrating heavily. How I wished I could scream out loud and let everything out! Then, we went to Coffee bean for a drink which why now I’m still awake =) although I have a morning flight to catch. Oh ya, I went with Zy,Tw and Michelle. Max Payne is cool! Just like the game, hope there’s a part 2.

Some irrelevant stuff here, before I catch my flight, I promised someone answers. So here it is, if she’s smart enough here she can find the answer here. I was once asked, ‘Have you been into a relationship?’ and ‘U look like u love to fool around’. I was hit by two questions by someone. Here, the answers are yes been into a relationship but didn’t go that well. I’m not someone who love to fool around, if any1 knows me well (I hope so) =D knows that I’m the person who don’t make use or take opportunity of situations especially comes to relationship. Such as when a relationship gone badly, I won’t be a third party. Hope that clarifies =)

Anyway, holidays I went out with a handful of my secondary school mates. It’s been a while since we met, so managed to catch up with each other and chill up although we aren’t the same school now. Oh, a secondary friend of mine is getting married and I received her invitation card today, was surprised though she still remembered me and a few of my friends and also invited us over. So fast, now is the period where we started attending wedding sessions. Haha, like what my sec. Sch Teacher said, when you are in your 20s, u started attending wedding sessions. =)

Time to catch some sleep! Here’s a song I love!

“Trey Songz- Can't help but wait”

“I can't help but wait
Ohh uh
Can't help but wait
I see you, you with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by while he lies
then turn right round and forgiveI can't take to see your face
With those tears runnin down your cheeks
But what can I do
I gotta stay true
Cause deep down I'm still a G
And I don't want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can
Girl I can't help but wait
…”

Still have more, lazy to type out. It’s 1 of the song in step up 2 soundtracks.

Night! All e best for my overseas trip and also pray for me =)

2008-09-19T01:09:00.005+08:00

Time flies!

Anyway, last week went to Malacca and Johor, it was a short trip. I went there to eat, visit some places and it was fun although it was only for few days. On sat, I did a magic show, quite stress, haha, I rehearsal many times at home, when comes to actual performance some part of the routine I couldn't do it well. A little bit of embarrassment but in the end feedback wasn't that bad. =) Saturday was quite rush for me as I've something on in the morning/afternoon then night time need to rush for show. Thank God, I was early everything went just right!

This week went out with Ahde to chill out. And we did some balloon jamming together, yeah! I know how to do teddy bear now and other simple sculpture. We burst a couple of balloons but it was fun session. Haha! We will jam more often!

Oh ya, gotten back my results. Well, not bad! A little improvement, but still have room for improvement. Just hit the border line for my maths module! Thank God for that because I was very worried that I may fail, as the questions were difficult I didn't manage to attempt all the questions too especially section B.

WOooo! Just came back from the Airport (to buy tickets, haha. jk! siao go airport buy tickets), went to Popeye with Nouru, Ken, Ru and Lele. The chocolate tart super nice and tasty! I think Nouru loves it! SUPER HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN! Let's makan makan makan!!

This is my performance table and outfit! Cool huh? Well, the blur effect is to enhance my magical look! (Actually is camera lousy) =D

This is a beautiful flower I've made! But no one claims it, hmmp!

2008-09-09T12:02:00.004+08:00

Holidays!! Going overseas this week again! Anyway, here are some pics we took during a mini-class outing at Nihon Mura(Japanese Village) at Grand Cathay. We ate a lot, food was quite alright. Around 20 choices of food to choose, sushi at the Conveyor belt many are quite the same, haha.. Zhiyuan, Jaron, Michelle and TW came first, then last minute guests we have JJ, Isaac, Paul and Gwen. After dinner, all of us are bloated, head down to Bugis.

Here are the pics:

Makan Makan!

We end off our dinner with this ice-cream, it is NICE! We ordered about 2 each! NICE!

2008-09-01T19:06:00.003+08:00

Finally, exams are over! Have my blogskin changed, as I've not been doing some updates on my blog template and such. Realized that I have many changes that have to be done! So this is the prototype, of course I didn’t do blogskin. Credit to Teclu.

Anyway, just came back from SYFC ODDinary camp. Immediately after my last paper, I rushed to the camp. I met up with Isaac and went there, the moment we reached there we saw our group mates. Thank God for having the four of us in a group, even though we are small but God did have a purpose in having all four of us! Yes, He DID.
We did learn different things among ourselves not to forget we have a good shepherd who constantly 'shave' us, sheep. Actually, a shepherd role (which I think) is to guide us when we are having trouble understand what the speaker said and also to sum up the things we learnt end of a day, coordinate the group and more. Some of the activities which I enjoyed a lot which is the cooking, we cooked Pasta, made salad. Was very FUN! Food although smells nice taste blend, still process is good. The other group also joined us in cooking; theirs are smelly good, taste extremely good which is too spicy. But do appreciate spicy food! Night sessions were good! Talked about our Loving God, I believed many of us heard what God wants to speak to us.
Advanced to 2nd day, LONG MARCH was tiring but fun! We had to carry our 3 days luggage and walked to and fro, my group combined with another group. Total of 9 people set off to the long march! We joked, talked, and really encourage each other to walk walk walk walk! When we reached Little Guilin, we watched the scenery and then continue walk walk. The moment we touched down Home team NS, we are filled with joy! Oh ya, not to mention I did carry a trolley bag so advantage to my group :), I passed it to a girl and I help to carry other stuff on the way. All the way at night, (of course before that we had dinner, talks from the pastor and such), WAR OF THE WORLDS! Anyway, on the 2nd day of the camp, I woke up feeling bad. I got very dry throat and ulcer, nose turning red used up many tissues and toilet rolls, bad sleep, and LS twice in the morning could be our delicious dinner we made. However, I still hang on! Going through the activities, praying and praying. And Thank God, went fine. WAR OF THE WORLDS, each grp are to hold onto a ball (life), shield (to guard) and bags of water bomb (as weapon). We assign a person on the ball then shield then all of us have a weapon, objective is to go out the wild and collect as many ice-cream stick as possible and if either grp ball got hit by water bomb, have to go through some sort of punishment (sabotage cards) and pass two ice-cream stick to another grp. So we have tactics, we hide, we prey, and we CONFUSED others. Haha, fun though!

Yea! To third day, last day of camp is like a summary of what we have done in past 2 days. So many things happened though, was very touched by God. And also people around me that God had sent. Thank God though! =), I think I shall stop here. Keep everything in suspense too! HAPPY HOLIDAYS! And Happy BIRTHDAY TO JACKSON!

2008-08-05T00:38:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK!

Been busy with school work and event, few days back POLYMER SUPERSTAR! Memorable event, got to know more people! I'm the I/C for logistics, many stuff to do behind the scene, thank God things went well. Actually, getting material at the very last minute for decoration. Decoration didn't go so well, but acceptable though! Food was good but too much! When I got home, got some tough fight with the toilet bowl.

Anyway, right after the event I went out with my friends! YahHoOo! Went to City Hall, catch the Air-planes for NDP rehearsal! Then, head to Starbuck and to Just Noodles for dinner! Pictures below shall do the talking for now!

2008-07-16T00:33:00.011+08:00

Class outing! YiPpeE! Nouru took some pictures, shall post it up together with this entry. Oh ya, got back my last MST paper very satisfied with it! Thank God! Class outing was at Marina Square Seoul Garden with Mr.Lee. Most of us turned up, having fun there with the food especially!
More deadlines for assignments coming up! jialat jialat! *shake head* *shake head*

This is the power of chopsticks! You can't break them all unless u're fast enough!

Look at that! highlighted area! Zy got more food than me! I didn't eat alot ok! =D

Results of cooking "greenie" noodles! horrible, like something gonna evolve(POKEMON)!

Busy Ice-kachang-ing!

=)

2008-07-13T00:28:00.004+08:00

Let’s blog! This week was fun! I won tickets to Coke Zero Launch Event at Butter Factory with Fleshimp. It was on Friday, event took place at night. I invited, Kenny and Isaac to tag along. Went there, yahoo! Free Flow of Urban Mix (Coke Zero + Jim Bean), went in the moment we are to take some funny expression pictures like LOL, OMG, NVM. We took LOL! Not much of dancing over there, just chilling and drinking like a pub-ing stuff. Have fun over there, drank and talk over there. All of us were either drunk or a bit blur blur. Oh ya, I saw this girl who caught my attention, she’s cute =) She’s an employee over there, I guess. Also, she was the one who took the LOL photo for us. Have a small chat, took a photo with her but lightings were so bad that only show my face. Now, I’m kind of like forgot how she looks like. And I miss her little though, maybe could be those alcoholic drinks. Up to now, I still wonder how she looks like, I didn’t manage to get her name, and I know she is part of the crew there, Fleshimp. Younger than me, even though I looked young =P I’m not. I think this is something, which I’m struggling, my so-called relationship; maybe I have a crush on her. But I knew nothing about her, so hopefully we could meet up and also remembering how she looked like. Never mind, let God decide on it. I try not to think too much though.

Saturday went for SP HOOK’D at Sentosa with Kenny, Michelle and Jaron. Fun! Drank a lot of Coke Zero! Can consider this week to be coke zero week, haha! Then, saw Paul doing his balloons stuff, and last part of the day over there, we jam together with a magician. Learnt some stuff and also managed to get contacts so hope more shows coming in. =) These two days are COKE COKE COKE COKE ZERO ZERO ZERO ZERO!
Got my Mid-Semester Test results, not bad for this semester except for being promoted to Mr. Favorite Student. Anyway, some pics down here! Picture speaks a thousand words. Yes! Thank God for the day!

Isaac, Kenny and ME!

Urban Mix And Goodie Bag behind

Butter Factory toilet! and there's a poster on Butter Cookies!

2008-06-21T00:32:00.015+08:00

I’m back from my Penang trip! Yea! We went shopping around Penang and visited some of the places of attraction like Komtar, etc. We reached Penang at 6am and waited for our bus to transport us to our hotel, the hotel we stayed in are far away to the city area. Therefore, have a hard time going to nearby shopping places to get our daily needs such as food, shampoo, etc. Checked in close to 10am, then quickly chiong for the breakfast buffet which ends around 10.30am. Food was nice! I love their eggs, 3 types of eggs, hard-boiled, scramble eggs and fried one. Other food such as Ham, toast, Noodles, Curry, Cereal, fruits, porridge and many more! I had a heavy breakfast then head to Gurney Plaza to shop! Went to F.O.S, Reject Shop, G2000 and more! Shopping mall was quite big, many department stores! Head to Komtar, we took a bus even though we are unfamiliar with the bus system. In the end, with some help we reached Komtar, 60th level tower. We went up and catch the scenery and enjoy the complimentary drinks, we didn’t stay very long as we are the only few customers roaming around. After that, continue to shop and head to Queensbay Mall (The Largest mall in Penang), nice place to shop, as it’s big and cool! Yup! Then, dinner at Swensen, have their set dinner, very full! 3 course meal. Back to hotel, enjoy our sleep and Discovery Channel! 2nd day was adventurous! Because we journey to the West by walking 1km to the nearest shopping mall to shop and get our supper for the night. Bought a handful of clothing there, then, head back to hotel another 1km walk. I think it’s more than 1km but Isaac and I enjoyed the walking, we chat loudly and laughed as we walk. We head to Gurney Drive to try out the hawker food, very nice! The picture shall do the talking! We didn’t sleep that night and had our supper and watch Euro2008 football matches. I will say, never miss Penang Gurney Drive (the hawker) MUST GO! Cheap and good local food over there! Generally, the trip went well but time was too short for us! We checked out at 7am and reached Singapore at 9pm, half of my day gone to traveling. Wednesday was totally gone to waste, so we should plan our trip well.

Anyway here’s the picture!

Scenery at Komtar!

You can almost see the whole of Penang however it's covered by ME! HAHA!

That's Isaac with his camera.

When I took the lift from here, my ears start to pop!

We went pub-ing / pool-ing at night and I ordered a drink(Royal Gin mixed in cocktails) nice drink! Bartendar is skillful too!

Shadows at the beach.

Picture of me, early in the morning brushing my teeth. I accidentally took this photo as I supposed to take a photo of the toilet to show to my brother how it looks like. Then i snap myself,haha. I was brushing my teeth halfway and I starts to dream alittle.

My Zei Zhang from the breakfast buffet

Best food (for me la) at Penang! Rojak! with Mango, Apple, cuttlefish and more! You tiao was super crispy!

The chilli was nice! but I had a hard time finishing this, ordered too much.

Supper of the night! Instant noodles and Vodka Ice Lemonade. We were very full at night because we had soup before that.

2008-06-15T18:15:00.001+08:00

Woo! Few more hours more! I will be sitting in a coach, waiting for almost 8-10 hours to reach Penang! My first trip to Penang, Malaysia! We will be staying at a 3 star beach resort, Isaac, my secondary school friend and I will be going to Penang. Our 1st trip to Penang, I did a lot of online studies on the places of interest and such, probably, some places like seafood place at Gurney Drive, Toy museum and more, attracted me! I guess I will be putting on weight too! Oh ya, my elder brother took the camera along as he’s flying to Hong Kong for a business trip. Then, I left with no camera except my 1.3 mega pixel Bo bian! Shall take as much photo as I can, Isaac may bring 1 camera along. Who knows? Anyway, goanna pack my stuff and brothers and sisters in Christ do pray for us for a safe and nice trip! God Bless to All!

2008-06-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

Time to blog now. Well, this post may or may not be something it worth reading, as what I going to blog about things that are not very important now but is something that I hope for and wish I could’ve done.. [It’s about my past]

Well, here it goes; recently, I had a dream few nights back. A dream that brings me back to most of my memories. Back to time when I was in my secondary school, the things I’ve done such as got into small quarrels, fights. Oh ya, not to mention relationships (back to think of it, it was coward of me), I don’t express myself much though. Well, I didn’t confess directly to the person who I love, instead I did small things which hoping that it will express to her. Back to the dream though, it’s someone whom I didn’t see her for almost 2 years although we still keep in contact. But we totally have nothing much to talk to each other, as both of us are in different schools/areas/interests. Just like Oil and Water, doesn’t mix. It was quite pleasing when I dreamt about her because both of us are so near each other, I couldn’t take my eyes off her.
When I woke up, I started to think of the things I have done. I realized that primary school and secondary school was quite fun! Because of the activities I joined, during my primary sch, ECA wasn’t necessary who cares =) But when I was primary 4,5 and 6, I took part in the teacher’s day performance, primary 4, I danced with a guitar (toy), there are only four of us only! Then, primary 5, the group starts bigger I remembered doing hip-hop, group dance. Primary 6 was a love song dance! Then, secondary school, secondary 1 – 4 (or 1 – 3), I did also participate in the teacher’s day performance with my classmates. Secondary 1 was a couple dance, secondary 2 was also couple & group dance then secondary 3 was hip-hop (by Machi). Up to now then I realized that I quite active in dancing, I remembered I want to be a dancer and do a solo-dance during my primary school time. Well, because of I’m the kind of person who won’t express myself much; in layman terms can say I’m not ‘high’ easily. Even in clubbing, I could just move a few inches in the dance floor and get back to drink. Probably can say I’m shy =S. Then as I grew older, songs that could easily make someone dance seems nothing to me until recently I watched Step up 2. Nice and Cool! A pity, I didn’t manage to catch it at the theatre. [More songs are added to my music player now, hehe]

Anyway, back to serious thing now. Is to Love God and build up good relationship with Him! I’ve to constantly remind myself on this as I’m easily overlook it!
Night everyone!

2008-06-03T00:08:00.006+08:00

Start of the June vacation, of course good thing about vacation is to take a good break. Bad thing is after the vacation, Mid-Semester Test, schedule for the tests are out long ago. And I have not mark down the dates on my calendar.

Let’s go for a summary on what I’ve done past week, last week, was really holiday mood. Class goes on as usual but was given continual assessment in the holiday. Class goes on, start of the week was quite bored. On Thursday there was an ASEANPLUS exhibition regarding plastic and rubber, eye-opener for me and also we took a lot of souvenir back home. Best thing is a card was done for the visitors; card has your name, organization, bar code and a clip on it. After that TingWei, Kenny, Zhi Yuan and I went to T3 (not SP T3 is Terminal 3), we took a lot of pictures with Kenny’s Phone (IT’S FREE ANYWAY). Many photo shots were taken, will post some random pictures. My first visit to Terminal 3, spacious, nice and good place to chill up and relax. We also had our dinner at Popeye! Popeye The Sailor Man!! Spinach (no effect on me). It’s a fast food restaurant similar to KFC, offer slightly bigger chicken than KFC. And only have a few outlets in Singapore, price is average, food is nice! Many side orders, we ordered the family feast, 8 pieces of Chicken, drinks and 3 large side orders. Yum! Then, continued our adventure on photo taking and roam around Terminal 3.

The day after that (Friday), immediately after school, Lele, Kenny and I went to Soup Spoon. At first, we were thinking whether we need to order other food if we feel that drinking soup is not filling. However, Kenny and I were wrong in our decision because drinking creamy soup is very filling and also additional of side orders of sandwich/wrap/side (choose 1) is very filling. Full till we have slight difficulties in walking, hahaha! After that, accompany Le² to Esplanade to eat her snacks. Photo shot again with Ken’s phone. Before that we walk to Suntec, Marina Square, many places for window-shopping. On the way when crossing the road near Marina area, a secondary school friend saw me but I was too busy with crossing the road and Lele was (Mommy Mommy Mommy!) so I didn’t see her, haha. Sorry [If happen to bump into my blog, although I apologized, once again Sorry about that]

Today, morning I met Isaac to find out any nice place we can travel to this vocation, we decided on Bangkok initially but air-tickets are expensive and we don’t think that it’s worth spending too much $ on last minute plan vocation. In the end, we decided on Resort Hotel at Bintan! Most likely start of the last week of holiday, we will set off to Bintan. And on the way, met Kenny, went to lunch and then to a sport warehouse sale. Disappointed because of many things had sold off already and the available stuff don’t really attract us. Both of us went to IMM too! Had a nice and cheap snack, filling too! [Cheap Mango juice]! Heehee!

2 weeks, I went for a bible study, we’ve discussed some issues in the bible. And I learnt our eyes are created in a way we had shut it off by closing our eyes. And our eyes sometimes, easily allow us to catch attention of things and in the end we WANT that thing, possession (can be $, girls, item, food, etc). Therefore, God created our eyes in a way, in midst of time we can just shut off our eyes and for most of the time when u shut your eyes, your mind will tend to lose focus on what you’ve just saw. Yes, that’s what I’ve learnt through that and of course many things.

Oh ya, a pity Singapore lost today’s match, I was hoping Singapore would win. Anyway, time for bed.

[Sorry for the long post!] Here are some random pics!

3 STEPS!

Kenny got 'huat' by Tw for his artistic random photo-taking

Me, Ken and Zy(Taken with a 5 megapixel phone) Ho sei!

Sneaking behind, hehe!

2008-05-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, went to have dinner with Zhiyuan, Kenny at Clementi after school. Then, Kenny and I head to Woodlands stadium to watch a soccer match! This is my 1st live match in this year, heard many shouting, cursing, etc. And also many disturbances, which make the coach very pek chey! Haha, it was fun, hoping to watch another match with Kenny.

Anyway, I believed most of us know about the Myanmar situation regarding cyclone hit. Let us pray for the survivors and local helpers in Myanmar, I heard many bad news especially those area got hit badly. God have Mercy on them..
If you still do not know what happened at Myanmar, just check out channelnewsasia.com . Let us extend our prayers to the people down there.

2008-05-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

Today was very great day for me! Oh, rather it was yesterday because now is 2nd may! Well, this year Labour Day is FUN! I attended a mini-convention by Jeremy Pei, guest for the night was Richard Mo, Priscilla, Nique Tan. Host was Alex Tan! My first time in a convention, nice and cool! Able to see so many professional magicians gather together, I bought a few stuff from there and approach Nique a few times for some help too! At first, was quite nervous though, kind of like meeting celebrities. In the end, it went out well! That night, stuff there is good-stuff! Performances were super-b! I love the opening act for most of the performers! Fast, Action, COOL! 2008 Labour Day is a great day! Richard Mo is a very funny magician, superb in Mis-Direction! Now, I planning my routines for different occasions, it’s much more difficult to plan out a routine than mastering a trick, that’s my point of view. Anyway, time to sleep, later the lesson 8am! And BBQ in the night for SYFC! Let’s rejoice and praise God for the people who signed up for the BBQ! =) Night!

2008-04-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

YahoOo! Today is water day for me! Firstly, free coca-cola zero was given in SP! And it’s self-service, free to take! So I took SOME, thankfully, my bag tensile not so bad, can tahan! My accomplice is Kenny! Both of us went together, it was fun and tiring for us. Imagine carrying e coke bottles and our stuff (notes, etc) to school in 1 small bag. Not to forget, Ben and Jerry Free Cone fall on today too! We went to Cathay, both of us tried out all the 5 different flavors of ice cream and it’s FREE! The queue was very long! From level 2 to level 3, and many security measures were taken to prevent any obstruction of the path. Because from level 3 to level 2(which is Ben and Jerry located) require escalator so if too many people queuing on the escalator or near, will obstruct the other shoppers and also safety! Many students were there, didn’t expect that big crowd! Even young kids were there, after they got a cone, they quickly went up to the 3rd level and queue up again! That’s what Kenny and I done! The ice cream makes me feel bloated, and now I felt slightly uncomfortable in my throat. However, the process of queuing up and chitchatting was fun! Oh ya, we watched a movie! Harold and Kumar 2 M18, HAHA! Very funny show! Worth the $$! Comedy! BUT not realistic, give you a good laughing! Kenny and I have a lot of Zei Zhang, this year, I have the most zei Zhang! [Zhang xian sheng!!]
Very tired now, after all the adventure! =) Going to take a nap soon! Tomorrow got Badminton!!

2008-04-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

yaHoOOO! 1 more day the end of attachment! Tomorrow! yes la! saturday! Anyway, haven`t get back my log book. Hope that my write-ups and performance will be paid off. Anyway, today I realised that power of Tai-Ji By Zhang San Feng! hahaha.. because I went to SP for my forward module registration issue, so Zy and I went ard to sch and find lecturers regarding this and that. And most of them either took half-day leave or not around, therefore, we will push around here and that just like Tai-Ji. And this happens to my company also.. These are all politics issues in my company, so my advise from my supervisor was left ear go in right ear come out. Pretend didn`t hear as long as it doesn`t concerns you. Well, working is tough, and my Manager is a Christ believer! so I plan to get him a thank-you card and send to him after my itp as an encouragement to him as a brother in Christ. I dare not give it to him in my work place because he's very strict and not many likes the way his style of management so I'm one of them. hahaha, however, It might be a lesson for me to learn from God through him. well well.. God works in his mystery way. If we are able to understand what God is trying to do, then we are wrong because if we know what God can do then we are trying to be God. So I shall just submit to Him.

Today is my Seconday School Speech day so I was invited to join their ceremony because I was nominated as the Partner of School award for my contribution as a Cadet Inspector in my sch NPCC and my little contribution for Green club. During my school time, I was very active in the green club, NPCC and robotics. Of course, with a group of my best friends! Few of us are active and grew up through all this bonding, fun we have in all these CCAs, activities. The Guest of Honor who presented me the award is Dr Vivian BALAKRISHNAN
[Minister for Community Development, Youth and Sports] I felt very honored to recieve the award from him and he talked to me for awhile asking me where did I study,etc. I was very delighted! 2nd time recieved award from Minister.

here's some picture which are the activities I've done in my secondary days.

2008-02-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

wooO! a day without ITP. Well, i realised that the company I am working in, benefits more to the people from the Industrial Chem or Chem Engineering, firstly the company is specialising in the heat treatment which involves alot of stuff like PI(alot of furnace involve, calibration), Material Science for testing of material whether should the heat treatment temp/pressure to be up or down so it will bring up the mechanical properties of the material. I learnt that from my colleague which is also from SP attach over to the company however we are in the different department.

In the lab, the only thing I am familiarize is the etching one, which i did in material sci. almost the same just that SP one is much more simple and small. For the company one, it's big and bulky. Heat treatment also enhance the wear and tear, corrosion and fatigue resistance. There are many many type of treatment, however my job is not on this. Mine is the safety of the workers and help out with some lab plans,etc.

Even though attachment was bad, God gave me this place I shall submit to his plan. Although sometimes it's hard for us to accept what God had for us, still I trust him. Because in His words, we know "Trust in the Lord with all your Heart, do not lean onto your own understanding".
People may question how do I know God is real? I said By Faith I know.

2008-02-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

It is really a test of survivor for me! imagine 2 months more?! 6 days a week, given task to do. No internet?! only a toopid computer, not only do I need to complete my task in time and also help to do odds job(e.g sorting out old documents) which takes out alot of time. If i couldn`t submit my assignment on time, i will be nag by my supervisor and manager. Anyway, hopefully when I submit it, everything will be ok.
haha, 4 SP students were attached to there, 1 of them almost wanted to throw his white towel(surrender).

My job-scope during this attachment is to help up the QA technician/engineer. Sometime, I become an office-boy, another moment admin boy. I am given two assignment now and it will affect my grade if I don`t do them well. 1 of the assignment is for a big customer another is for the company itself. And I am stuck with a toopid comp. which runs not even half as fast as the schools have, so patience I guess.

I won`t say it's an easy or different job, all i know is that it's tough hanging onto a 8-5 job!
so earning $ is never easy compare to spending $.

2008-02-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

7 DAYS a WEEK! I am working everyday! Mon-Sat attachment! Sunday, usual work. I was super shock when I saw it's a 6-day week attachment which consists of 44 hours/week. Imagine that for 9 weeks, manager is quite bossy about certain issue. Supervisor can be good at times or okok, it all depends on their mood. Good business good mood, big boss disturb them, all of us will get disturbed too.

Never mind, shall Trust in God that He has his plans for me. I shall rest early, haven`t been getting a good sleep and I afraid to sleep. Moment I open my eyes for the next morning, attachment.

2008-01-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

1 last paper! woOo! waiting for the upcoming buffet! Oh ya, recently did a show at this Singapore Cheshire Home. I was told it was a close-up show so I brought all my barang barang there for close-up, oh ya, during the journey I realised how small is Singapore. I felt happy living in Singapore! =), anyway, so prepare my stuff, getting ready for the set-up. Oh ya, by the way, there is a group of people from the SAF. They are actually celebrating an early CNY for the people at the Singapore Chehshire Home! They also have their own programmes going on, yup! So the magic show about to start, the organizer did tell me to prepare a few tricks for stage show if I can. So I thought of combining some small things into big thing, just in case they want a stage show. When the Emcees announced the upcoming program, I was shocked when they want me to be stand in the platform to perform for everyone! So I was shocked like the same reaction when the electric company sent me an bill!(joke I heard today) Shocked for a moment, then went to the platform did an impromptu stuff and it last about 20 mins. I dare to say the way I end mine performance was really BAD! I end it very bad! That will be a learning point for me, so over there got to know a magician who is serving the NS now. Had a friendly chat also with the folks over there, it was a great exchange for both the young and old people. Oh ya, back to Singapore is small! That place is located at Serangoon, I took a train to Serangoon MRT at NE line then take a bus(15 mins ride) which took me about 1hr 30 mins. An uncle at the home told me that by walking, you can reach Ang Mo Kio and it is true! I walked for 10 mins, I reached Ang Mo Kio which cut down about 40 mins of my journey if I took the long route. I just need to take a bus for 3 stops to AMK Mrt station. Singapore is so small! and I like it and also it's accessible transport! =)

2008-01-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday, was my 1st official paid magic show(previously I only did show for charity organization wasn`t really paid but got free food, yum yum) It was tiring for me though and I really have not much of experience in handling a performance whereby there are kids around 4-5 yrs old. I really bu zhi dao, and i recieved this assignment 1 day before it actually started. Anyway, in the end all ended quite alright. The birthday girl laugh alot and she is very naughty.. haha, kept poking me with her magic wand. The show actually over-shot because we didn`t check out the time, yup, we gave the birthday girl a present and she gave us cookies from Famous Amos! nice!! yea, coming up is my exams.. Shouldn`t be alright if i work hard on it. From the photo taken, i realised how childish I had become when I'm with them.. Sometimes, it's hard to get them clap and shout!! but anyway, they still enjoy it! I remembered hearing a girl said 'Bye Mr.Magician' so happy! =) oh ya, not to forget i should thank the organizer for giving me this opportunity and my assistant!

2007-12-31T14:42:00.000+08:00

Hours later, will be next year. It's fast, many things haven`t achieved yet. Yet time just keep going and going and never STOPS! It's been an adventurous months at Nov and Dec. Did many funny stuffs, haha, like buffets, PIZZAs, Foods,etc. Was fun, thought of next year, attachment is 1 thing i thought of! Sigh! couldn`t go to China attachment, thought of getting some stuff from China. Anyway, recently went to JB with Jason! We watched I Am LEGEND, then followed by lunch,dinner at JB. Fun though! the movie it was better! This wed, sch starts! all the assignments,quizzes are up! that's the stress period I haven`t even take out my book and flip a single page. I guess it's time to start!
Anyway! Happy New Year to EVERYONE!

2007-11-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

I just came out from Pulau Ubin this afternoon. There is an ATC(Adventure Training Camp for sec 2s and 3s.) I was there to help out in the sec 2 ATC at the Bahru Campsite at Pulau Ubin. The camp starts on thurs(22nd) to sat, however I have school at friday especially practical to do. I dare not miss the experiment so I went to the campsite in the evening, initially i thought I may need to wait very long for the bumper boat to come because only when there is 12 passengers they will start to fetch u cross over to Pulau Ubin. Thank God that when I went there some of the Instructors are there too so we joined them slowly more came and we have 12 instructors total then we set off. When we reached the Jetty, i thought we need to hike all the way to the campsite which takes about 20 mins(if u walk fast and constantly). Again, thank God again, there's an uncle can fetch us over with his vehicle. haha, reached there help here.. Got to know many people there, we shared together the stuff we had in each unit and the older days how we spent our camp in this campsite. Didn`t get a very good sleep last night, short hours of sleep and also don`t have comfortable bed. haha.. woke up early this morning to check up on the kids, they do have many ways of sleeping. fun to see them, haha.. We really had alot of fun in the camp itself, even though we are very tired when we help out to do some tough work. However, it's different being a instructor than a camper.
After the camp, went to Changi Terminal had our lunch with officers and the cadets. Then, straight after lunch went to Tampines Regional Library to see around then off to City Hall and buy Music CD! My fav. Progressive Rock Band! Dream Theater!

I bought it at Gramophone! worth buying! The instruments play is fantastic, nice combination! =) After all these shoppings today, i realised that i got many schoolwork to do before monday starts! Sigh, time for report.

2007-11-16T01:16:00.000+08:00

So long didn`t blog already. haha, didn`t know i have some blog fans actually like to view my blog. Well, not to disappoint them(an excuse for being lazy and not blogging).. =), yea, school started long ago. Had a few quizzes, everything goes quite well except that now I have to really work hard. Well, while doing up my reports and stuff, i found some old CDs which I own during my secondary school days, some chinese songs old songs. It really reminds me of my sec. school days, reminded me when I was in a boyband taking part in a singing contest. We practised almost daily, we cut down on foods,etc. We are willing to fork out time to gather together to sing. haha, listening to some of the songs we sang. We sang 2 songs in total, both chinese songs, i got that feeling, e feeling which I felt long ago. I could even remember which part is mine turn to sing, low pitch,etc. Well, after all these practises our efforts was paid off! We won the 2nd prize, even though it wasn`t a big trophy or exciting prize, we just felt glad and i remembered we went to Jurong Point Seoul Garden! How wonderful will it be, if we can turn back the time.

Recently, i had a secondary school class gathering at Pawtbello, I'm glad that every1 is doing well. Some is serving the army, some going to.. We didn`t really have much time to chit-chat around because everyone wants to leave early and the gathering was in the night time, e next day every1 is having classes. *sigh times just passed you see.... that reminds me to do something before i regret! Now I really like to have a magic show an official one. I did a few show but was kind of blend in one, not really a show of mine own.

I had a weird dream, i wonder.. in those love stories, the couple will say to each other, 'without you my life will be meaningless' hmmm, true enough? Are we living in this world just to find our loved one? I remembered in the bible, it stated clearly God is Love! All this world influences are making me crazy, i should really pray if not I will be disturbed by relationship. Well, all my relationship didn`t go that well as shown in the drama. Back to the dream, it's abt a girl whom i didn`t see a long time, all of a sudden we just got close together and pour out each other feelings. That's weird! because that's too studden and in my dream I was very clear that I'm in a dream. Another dream was abt a girl too, got to know her well better now compared to the first time i knew her, very nice and cute girl. all of a sudden, just got a crush on her and started to chase her like mad even though he has a bf. All these dreams are too rowdy! I never hope that dreams will come true if all dream comes true then every1 can predict the future. Sometimes, my dreams came true! that is because I got to know the incident before i dream.

2007-10-03T18:09:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I have blog. Well, holidays have ended and new sch term has started. To be honest, I forward a module therefore I'm taking 1 module lesser than most of my classmates. This actually taught me that I cannot always bluff my way through for my schoolwork, when I was young I have never really focus on my studies never was mine goals were to score As or top in the papers. I thought that I could just let things go on itself, you know like be with the flow. When I forwarded a module, God taught me that I should really wake up, cannot always go with the flow, the flow has lead me to a wrong path... My sins have blinded my faith.. I should do everything in God's Glory, giving him the glory by studying hard, work hard.

During the holidays, I went to Poly serve by YFC. I attended everyday except for some sessions in the night and afternoon. Somedays I am sick but serving to God for 2 weeks were exciting. I felt happy and the joy! I met many new people, many people who are friendly and nice. I tried things I didn`t dare like walking up the strangers or praying with people. I have this fear sometimes.. I overcome it but then sad to say the Poly serve has ended. Someone once asked me will you continue to be like this even when the Poly Serve ends and school term starts. That's something I have been struggling through. I Thank God for everything HE had done.

I have been sick recently, I realised that the money spent in visiting a clinic is the most I spent this month. And Every Wednesday I visit the doctor. I remember 2 weeks ago, Wednesday, went to a doctor because of my ear infection, my ears were swollen hurts everytime I yawn. Medicines were given, everything went ok. After that end of that week, I was down with high fever, flu, bodyache,etc. You know when u're sick u will get a COMBO HIT! Other Common aliments just keep coming together. I went to see doctor and get MC for sch, i remember that day I took the train to school on the way couldn`t take it, took the train back home and queue up in the clinic. I was terribly sick! Then, my fever slowly gone down, my bodyache kept acting up. It was very painful, sharp pains around.. Last wed, I went to see doctor again for urine test then he gave me a better medicine less charge me for consultation fees but it was still expensive. Today I went again, get another MC. Even the doctor asked me what kind of medicines the other doctor gave you so that he won`t give me the same medicine. I have more than ten packets of Medicine, i stopped taking 8 of them because my symptons are getting better. It was really terrible, each meal I have to take about 5-8 pills after or before meal. <10 packets, some medicine I had to stop taking because I have either finish it or it have more side-effects then it supposed to.

Today wasn`t a good day for me, even though I can eat well. There's still this pressure ear pain inside of me whenever i ate something that irriates my throat. So hurting..

2007-08-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

Recently, I went to a thai restaurant and have buffet with Kenny they all. Quite fun, wasn`t that expensive it was supposed to be expensive however we have something special that makes it not so expensive. The servings are quite small, it's like u ordered chicken wings, 2 serving means 2 chicken wings lor.. 2 servings of prawn platter means 2 piece nia. Therefore, we need to make an order for many times. Like at least 5 times, we called the waiter/waitress. All in all, it's fun because it happens in the morning with empty tummy and few hours it was all filled up!

Disappointing thing happened was I signed up an SPSD programme on that day! I forgotten about it! $16.05 gone! I thought was on 28th aug when I went home at night and checked the dates it was 27th! I emailed the person-in-charge at night, she replied at the 28th aug afternoon to see if I can join other session. When I recieved her reply, probably, in the middle of the email process maybe I managed to recieve it late when her replies. Anyway, $16.05 gone. haha, never mind! I still enjoyed mine buffet even though that buffet cost less than that. =)

I always thought I can remember things easily, this proved me wrong! *sigh!.. I better pray abt it. =0)

2007-08-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

My blog was left there for almost a month, haha. Well, too lazy to blog. Many things happened too sudden, exams are coming! Especially at this period, I really need to buck up. However, I'm still thinking of the magic props which i ordered. Like thinking on how to use it, how to present it,etc. Full of IDEAS but yet I tried not to think too much on it as I don`t have the stuff with me and i need more time to study! yesterday, I took my 1st paper, i will say quite alright at least I'm able to do the questions rather than having those blank feelings that I do have for 2 quiz which I had taken. They are PI and Material Sci, i remembered 1 of the quiz i took in both of these modules, gave me a total blank feel which I know I will fail badly. It did! this paper don`t really gave me that, well, don`t think too much about it! God will do the rest of the work as long as I entrust my work to HIM as HE is the CREATOR OF ALL THINGS!

Recently, realised that the way people spoke, especially their tones can affect someone terribly. Even though he/she don`t mean that, if someone will to say 'Hello' in a very angry tone. That might leads to trouble as the tone was harsh, however, he don`t mean it that way. We can`t blame him but people needs to change, change to the better! not for others, for yourself. Somethings, once u start u will never stop. If you don`t start, u will never know. Just like u started eating =)

Oh ya!! Just met someone quite special! Every time i met someone special I will have a crush on her that's why she is special. Well, this 'crush' period don`t last long because is either I did not get to know her more or I have no chance. She is special in a way.. no doubt she has e looks that attract me, she's special! we chit-CHAT awhile get along quite well at the start. You know, as usual some introduction to increase the conversation topics. Slowly, things get alittle bored. I'm kind of like busy on that period and a moment later, she's GONE!! I looked out for her up and down, couldn`t find her. Later on, she's back again, well she went to the ladies just now. I was so worried!! I tried to ask her for contacts but she knew it because I asked her indirectly. She kind of like wanted to give me, I rejected because I.. hmmm. thought that I should ask her directly. I DIDN`T get a chance, after that she went off without informing! anyway, I shall let God decide. HE shall leads me a path and I will entrust my Life to HIM.

EXAMS! 4 MORE papers to GO!! STUDY NOW, REVISE REVISE and REVISE. -3Rs! "What is SP Green pledge?" 'eh.... er... i know! start with G and ends with N!'

E E E = EDWIN Exams EDWIN! Exams are stuck between me for now!

2007-07-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

I'm back! with lesser things in the weekends, at least I have a day free on the sat. No more CIBTC =) but forever a CIBTC trainee. Just gotten my posting, back to secondary school unit, it means more responsibility to carry now. My quizes weren`t not good because I didn`t do very well, I would say It was my own fault, because I was lazy even I have alot of time to revise my work. I shall pray and may God grant me the strength to overcome the temptation to become lazy.
The month of June, a very memoriable for me, learnt alot of things, made alot of new friends. Happy/unhappy things happened but these things make me realise how wonderful God is. My faith with God is growing as each day goes on. More responsible for me this year, a CI in my unit and a PEP IC. =) Hopefully, I will learn many things through this roles. Examination is around the corner, I shall plan my time well and manage my time to revise on my schoolwork.! I must do well, Let me be the Shining light for you! let me sing the joy to you always! WooOo!

2007-06-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, i have not been blogging as many things have happened. Recently i went for CIBTC, this coming saturday will be the passing out ceremony. Well, recently, my grandfather just passed on. That day he passed away, i was in pulau Ubin for my NPCC training for 3 days. 1 day before he passed away, we will attend a wedding dinner together. I didn`t go because of my Ubin training. I didn`t even manage to see him for the last time, my mood is really down now. I just came back from HTA to collect my ceremony uniform, i was asked about my attire as i forgot to bring something. I broke down, I cried.. I didn`t wish to think about my grandfather but they asked me why my attire, I really broke down and cried. I thought I know i could never put my grandfather as an excuse for my attire, i just couldn`t..

2007-05-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

In many things, there is a beginning, there is an end. Many examples, like going to Primary school and study. Beginning is the 1st day of school, end is the last day of school. During the process, you engaged into many things. Somedays you wish that primary school days will end faster, somedays you wish that it will not end that fast. But all in all, it will still end. In life, many things we have to part with. Like my friends, I can`t hold on to them forever or even my Kin. I just get too emotional attached to things which really close to me. The worst part is, I somehow managed to forget that feeling but again, the feeling is back due to the things which I hold closely part with me again. I remembered, my first time, i cried very sadly. I did many things which I shouldn`t do. I cried and cried until I remembered about God. For now, i try my very best to treasure time and things around me. Be it whether I like to do it or not, I know that we only live 1 life. It's either you live it well or you don`t. I wish to thank God for helping me to realise that although many things there is a beginning and an end. but for God's love and his grace, it will be eternal. For all my friends, brothers/sisters. Do remember treasure time well! I regretted on many things now. Really, MANY things... Up to now, I still regret! Sometimes, we have to make a choice but also a wise choice we must make. I have made many unwise choices in my life that's why I regretted.

2007-05-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged!

6 reasons why I am weird.

1. Speak differently from what I wrote.

2. Like to imagine things that I will not do it, eg. Beating/Scolding someone up badly.

3. Like to do things in the last minute although I know the result produced aren`t good.

4. I'm weird because I like to imagine what happened next if I did something different.

5. I disapprove people who did something stupid but I do it in the end.

6.I laugh in a weird manner.

I realise that i had not change my profile for my blog.! gotten do some adjustment. tata

2007-04-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

Why is the world looks so competitive now? Everyone just do many things at a time. Can you sleep while you eat? Can you drink while you sleep? You can`t right? In order to finish something you are doing, you have to complete the previous thing first then proceed to the other things.

I have a very close friend, he is working very hard and I not very sure what is the reason for him to work. I do not know if he is having financial problem. I tried to ask him, he didn`t wish to tell me, he gave me a don`t know answer. Recently, he told me he is going to work during school reopens from monday- friday. I wonder, we have a responsiblity up ahead of us which is studying. I actually didn`t realise that until my GPA gets worst in the 2nd semester. For now, I thank God for helping me to realise that study is my responsiblity and to also Glorify our Lord. I have been going through many things, I observe many changes in the person around me. I really do not know what I can do, sometimes, i tried to talk to them, it almost turns into an argument. Though, i know the words I used are harsh. Sometimes, i also felt ashamed to talk round them as I, myself, also did the same thing as them before or even now. For now, I know I have to pray.

Recently, a friend of mine or I can consider a brother of me. He went through some difficulties in his studies. He totally regretted what he had done when he started schooling. Now he wish to start everything over again. He courage me a verse, Proverbs 3:5-6, Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. This verses actually helps me alot when he read it to me, althought, we have a short conversation through the phone. I thank God for this wonderful verse HE enlighten to me through my brother.

For now, I just pray for my friends and myself.

2007-03-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

Time flys. It has been about 25 days since I started working from 1st march until today. About 3 weeks I have been working, through working I have learnt alot of things. The things that I have learnt, some of them are based on the people who I worked with which is my colleagues. Some of them I read through the bible and non-fiction books which I may read in the train. At least a few times a week. I have finished a non-fiction book, currently working onto Star Wars. The things I have learnt are really valuable to me but it have to depend if I remember about it. I try to apply them in my daily life so I could remember them. Things that I have learnt which are, there is no earthy treasures valuable. Now I tend to think that $ is not a big issue in life. Although, I do need $ for other things. As long as there's food and clothes for my families to survive, we are content. I've learn that argument cannot solve problems. If 2 person disagree each other and fought about it. In the end, they still disagree with each other. "The opinions of others, whether you agree with them or not, are something you have to learn to tolerate." That's really helps me to maintain my cool when I'm working. Sometimes, i do feel quite upset when someone ordering me around in a rude manner. When I learn to tolerate, I got a big thank you in return. That taught me alot, even through the bible I do learn about it.

I do realised that my wages are quite low compared to my colleagues which is working as other brand. Anyway, as long as i have enough money for clothes,food. extra $ i might spend on magic. I think that will be enough. Don`t think too much about money problem. 'Life is more than food' 'The love of $ is the root of all evil'

Holidays are ending soon, better enjoy them. Enjoy everyone.

2007-03-11T23:42:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fl8t5nJp2AQ

haha, i like the song played in the lobby. 'Eat Hor fun'! haha, who have the song?

2007-02-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

yea! Semester Exams ended! it ended almost a month ago. Holidays now! I'm starting to work at this coming thursday which is 1st March at Centrepoint. Worked as a promoter, i think probably this year I'm able to work in this holiday. Next year, have attachments so unable to work. The thought of working makes me feel bored. haha, i have to work more than a month. 6 days a week, is not 9 - 6. If it's 9 - 6. I can reach home early and relax. But it's 12 - 8. The location is at town area, not very near to my house. 6 days a week consider long. The pay isn`t that high too, no CPF given. Never mind, I'm kind of bored at home too. But thought of working makes me bored too, it's never my interest to work as a promoter. A promoter has unusal working time/days, although i have more free time compared to others. Unless i meet some good friends in my outlets. I should see how is it. =) God bless.

2007-01-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Semester exams are coming, 1 more week. I just feel that the life in year 1 ended real fast, in my life as a poly-student. I learnt alot of things, I get to know my purpose of my life. In order to achieve my purpose, i have to really work hard in it. Well, not working hard as in studying hard. Work hard in other things. When I looked at this world, the world is complicated enough so why should we make things complicated for ourselves? I started to grow up with the help of God. Life as a poly-student in SP has really help me build up the faith with HIM. I'm glad about that and also glad to know many friends and brothers.

I realised that i do have a bad habit which is i like to talk about others, I started to know that if we judge others, others will judge you. So don`t judge anyone but yourself. I trying very hard not to talk about other wrongs and doings. It's not easy to change so sudden but I'm willing to take the first step to change. I remembered an old friend told me that he can`t change his character even as times goes by. I told him if he's willing to take up the very first step to change himself, I believe things will get better. We should look at ourselves and reflect upon what we have did. Not to look at what others have did and reflect upon ourselves whether we have did what they do.

Semester exams, I haven`t been really sit down on a chair and study for at least 4 hours. The most is 2 hour or less, I will start to walk around or take out my cards and play around. It's hard to concentrate but I will try. I plan to study in school or even at the NLB. Sometimes, i may feel better studying at home as i got all the food i want and facilities but when i saw my bed, i will lie down there and sleep. =) I started to love the art of juggling, juggling looks nice. I tried before when I was young, i find it challenging. Maybe straight after e last paper, i shall buy juggling balls and clubs! For now, let's concentrate on studies. =)

2007-01-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

Looking back at the things that I've done, i feel that I have grown up. Haha, the whole morning, i was sorting out my emails, i have so many emails which i kept. Sometimes, emails like attachment of school reports, exam papers,etc. Making my emails packed. Well, so i took some time out to sort this out. I managed to read most of the emails which i saved. Most of them are 3 - 4 years ago mails when that time msn wasn`t that popular. Most of us are using MIRC or you call it IRC. And IRC wasn`t that good, sometimes you can`t connect and you don`t even know if that person you are chatting with is really him. People can just change their nicknames here and there or even disguised as a your friend to chat with you. Hence, E-mail was consider a good choice to have a safe communication. And I also sort out my Birthday cards, Christmas Cards, new Year Cards sent by mails. Read them through, reminds me of some events happened few years ago. REALLY Childish but was wonderful. A good sister of mine, i regard her as my sister, she's older than me. She sent me Cards yearly, I really appreciate what she have done. Thanks Huimin.! I realised that last time what i have sent to my friends sounds really childish, i wonder how they can stand me. Haha! Last time i love to put dots like this for each words, 'hello.....' haha. Now, not too much dots. haha! =) Semester exams are coming, I hoping for more holidays now. HAHA! All the best ahead for everyone.

2007-01-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

Let's welcome 2007! Resolutions for this year, i only thought of two which is having a stage show within this year. My first Stage magic show! 2nd resolution will be having to get into the option that i want in year 2.

The first day of 2007 wasn`t a good day for me, every year i will thought of what I have did for the past years. in 2006 during the New year, it was a very heartbroken day for me, seeing someone who i loved have a relationship with a guy. And they kept this from me until that 31st dec. 2005. I went to esplanade with my friends to countdown then i saw her, very bad day for me. And I have to work on that day too, i didn`t sleep for the whole night. I went home in the morning, bathe, and head out to work. A very terrible day for me during the 1st day of 2006. Well, every year i will thought of this day because when i look back each year what I have done. I will remember, she's someone who I really fond of. *sigh.. nvm. Let's welcome 2007. =)

In the past years, I think I have accomplished alot of things. And now i begin my walk with God. I really feel the joy in it. I felt that I have become more mature over this years. And managed to see things amd handle things more clearly with the help of God. I really thank God for helping me along. And also wish to thank all my good friends who share this to me and help me along to build a better relationship with God. I also thank a good friend of mine who help me along with the bible study, thanks Louis. =) Thank God,

2006-12-31T09:27:00.000+08:00

The year is ending really soon. hours more to go will be 2007, today can be consider the New year eve. Well, this year end of year holidays, I didn`t go for much celebration. And this is the first year where I spent my christmas day on a Church. A wonderful day although it's short day in the church, this year consider a year which I'm more independent on myself. I found my interest which is being a entertainer, I have been working on it really hard. Hope to have a stage show by next year and starts to learn $ through shows.

There have been many things that I wish to do this year but i didn`t even plan for it. Well, so much things I have to cope with, coping in SP, studies, friends, interest. Not like secondary school time, no matter how busy you were, I think you still can enjoy with your friends often by going out or staying in school playing around. In SP, it's like, woah.. so huge. I do missed secondary school, not much stressed, I think most of the stuff i studied in secondary school. The stuff still can go into my brain, wherelse in polytechnic, it's like getting more lazy, don`t wish to study, lecturers speak too fast. There's too many people in a lecture, sometimes it's very difficult for the lecturer to entertain all the student questions. Well, I shall just pray that I can be able to cope with all this stuff.

Well, a friend asked me if i can choose my girlfriend, which type will i choose? This question came to me so sudden and I can`t think of what to answer. I replied him, maybe I choose a female professional killer to be my girlfriend kind of like action-pack movies. HAHAHA.. Then, think again, in here? you hold a gun, jail for you. you killed someone, death for you. Well, imagination, haha. Having a girlfriend or not, it really doesn`t matters for NOW. I just want to concentrate on my studies and my interest. =)

2006-12-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today is a great day i can say! I went to Henderson Moral home in the morning, i was late because i was waiting for a friend who didn`t turn up anyway. So I went to the moral home, the people are very welcoming. Although some couldn`t understand why we are there, I went there to do close-up magic, pretty cool. It was my first time approaching a crowd to start doing close-up to people whom I didn`t know. At first was very difficult for me to draw crowds, so slowly i started with 2 people then more people was attracted, more and more. I started using close-up props like Linking rings, slowly many people came. I was very nervous but I kept my cool. It was really fun to see people got entertained, they are smiling happily! GREAT! After that went to have lunch with Karan,Tom and Jianhui at BREEKS. Nice Ice 'Coffee' was served which really wakes you up! After that went to Jack Daniel for some alcoholic drinks and play pool. I wasn`t really good in that, well under e guidance of Karan and Tom. I started to get e hang of it. I learnt alot of stuff from them through their experience. They are much older than me, I love to hear their stories. I learnt alot from them! Woo! I spent almost half of my day, I even learnt how to eat a chicken properly with fork and knife, the proper dinning ways.

2006-11-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

30th of november. A day which I will always remember. It's a day where two person have to leave me. Not depart from the world but I'm unable to see him or her daily, weekly or even monthly. Firstly, it's a little girl who my mom babysit. She has been coming to my house for almost 3 and a half year. Since the day she is about 2 months old, now she is 3 years+. Today is her last day in my house which is the last day she gonna spend her time daily during the weekdays in my house. She has been a very cheerful little girl, she loves to play the computer when she is about 3 years old. She love to dance, jump, hop around. From her I actually learn to be more cheerful, When i was secondary 3, she came to my house. She look like her sister who my mom also babysitted her when she was a baby. Now she is primary 2, going to primary 3. Both of them look alike! reminds me of her sister. She grow up together with me, When i was secondary 3, I'm still childish love to play around, slowly when I grow up, I tend to become a cheerful person. When i was secondary3,4. I didn`t really play with her as she is very young and I spent most of my time playing computer until this year i realised that she's leaving. I started to cut down on gaming in the afternoon and I accompanied her. Hence, I didn`t have much time to study at home as most of the time I'm playing with her. Today, i skipped 2 lesson, 1 is a 2hr lecture and another 1 hr tutorial which gives me 6 hours of free time not in school. As i have 3 hr break today, I have practical in the afternoon so have no choice but to go to the practical as it is my last practical for that module. In the morning, as usual, we play around together, she act as a hairdresser and almost make me go bald as she walk around with a scissor trying to cut my hair. haha. I just adore her so much!. After that, my Mom brought her downstairs for breakfast. Then, when she returns, it's already close to early afternoon. Which I have to prepare myself and head to school. I let her watch Spongebob Squarepants and head to school. when i reached sch, i tried to book a com. to print my CPPB report. T4 full house! same goes to library. I went to the free-access area in e library quickly sat dwn and print. Managed to start the practical in time. After school, straight away head back home, accompany her alittle. I actually cried when she was happily talking to me, we played Maple together. Now I feel like crying, the whole evening I just cried secretly. Very depressing, when her Mom came and fetched her, i sadly watch her walk away happily, waving good bye to us. Tomorrow she's going to the childcare Center. Pray hard for her that she gonna get use to the lifestyle there and pray for me that I can see her asap.

The second person i mention earlier is actually Dr.Soo. I eating his snickers right now, haha. actually i don`t feel as bad as the little who leave. but I just feel that although Dr.Soo is abit slow and like to repeat himself. Seriously, he's good to us, he helped us in our reports and give us alot of guideline for our report. I think he's good, i really appreciate what he did for us in all the practical.

That's all. I cried alot today, in the bathroom. I'm just really depressed, I just can`t face the truth. I really... can`t bear, My Mom too. Although she look very cheerful, i still can feel her emotion. She have been babysitting for more than 10 years. up to now she already took care of at least 10.

That's her.. =)

2006-11-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

Birthday was on friday. How did i celebrate it? nothing much I did but was disappointed because that someone which I mentioned in my earlier post didn`t remember my birthday. I don`t expect a gift, I hope that people who are closest to me before or now or in the future at least know when is my birthday. Having a good friend/friend/classmates/people/person/livng things wishing you a Happy birthday is a good thing because they remember and they care. =) This year Birthday was actually worst compared to last year but at least this year on the 9th nov. It was a wonderful night where my classmates 1B/01 have our class outing at our class tutor condo. Great day! bbq alot of stuff like satays,etc. Get to mingle around with each other more often in school. The BEST thing is on the day of birthday, the moment I woke up and the first place i went is to the toilet and bake some cakes. HAHA, it could due to too much otah and satays. I cut down the chicken wings because i love the OTAH. Tomorrow school reopens, the mood to school wasn`t really there and the quizzes, ICA, PBL makes me worry sick and not to forget experiment data sheets/reports. oh ya! IDEAS . I think I have to manage my time properly, everytime when I came back home from school. I don`t have the mood to open up my books or use the computer to do school work. Usually I will slack around and play games until 7pm. I will start to do alittle work then most of the weekdays I watched TV at night till late night then online alittle. I don`t really like to do alot of work in the night time. During the night time which is 10pm onwards, I spent about 30 mins to do my school work. Reasons for not doing work in the afternoon because, my Mom is a babysitter. So there's young child whose age is about 3 years old. Love to hop around in my room, playing with my computer or playing with my stuff so I have to look after her if not she will get hurt or make a whole lot of noises. She's been with us almost 3 years when she was only 2 mths old. Now she's getting older, she is going to Childcare Center end of this month. Quite sad for us because we look after her and her sister before. Her sister is currently studying in primary 2, they both looked quite alike. Her sister also went to Childcare when she was abt 3 years old so now is her turn . We can`t bear to see her leave but we have no choice after all she isn`t my sister. So I will spent the last few weeks with us happily and leave her the best memory. *sigh. $ not enough, I'm short of $ but i don`t want to work for a long time. haha, currently I'm jobless but I'm saving $ by not eating dessert or drink fruitjuice often in my meals in school. Maybe twice a week will do, that will save me a few dollars, enough for me to buy a few packets of cards within a week and some stuff to maintain the card quality. HAHA, as I said I NEED MORE CARDS!!

2006-11-09T11:56:00.000+08:00

yea, birthday is coming. It's tomorrow! Well, my birthday wishes are actually simple, i wish that everyone whom I know will be healthy and be bless with a happy life daily. Wish for people are suffering badly because of illness/diseases/natural disaster/drough/lack of food. i wish that they will recover as soon as possible and get well. Birthday presents? hmmm. Frankly speaking, it's been so long since i have recieve a birthday present. It's been almost 1 year(birthday comes only once a year, of course we have to wait for 1 year for my birthday present). This year I hope that someone will be able to remember my birthday as last year, that someone didn`t remember my birthday even though I'm so close to THAT person. Hopefully, that person will. Presents, hmmm.. get me a BEE deck, a pack of playing cards, brand BEE. haha. =) actually i can get that myself too. Or maybe a treat for lunch? haha, my parents brought me to Ajisen Ramen last week, cool place! but expensive especially the service charges and GST add up to 15%. The food are nice =) Try it everyday if you have too much $ to spend.

2006-10-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

Dust free now! Vacuum cleaner just finished it's job! Well, just now i happened to read something cool. I should share with everyone wonder if anyone sees this before. Here goes, one day a man went to a barber shop, the barber began to work and slowly the barber and the man will having a conversation. They talked about all kind of things, from food, price, the toilet,etc. The barber started a new topic, he asked the customer 'does God exist?' The customer replied 'yes it does.' The barber replied that he doesn`t believe in God because when he walked out to the streets, he saw alot of people who are sick and poor. and when he read the news on the TV, he saw people dying and commiting crimes. Then, the barber said, if God really exist i can`t imagine how a lovely God would allow all this thing to happen. The customer thought for a moment and didn`t replied so that he won`t start an argument with the barber. Then, the barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barber shop, he saw a man with dirty hair and long bread. he look untidy with his hair, then the customer turned back and entered the barber shop again. He said 'You know what, barbers do not exist' the barber replied harshly, 'If they don`t exist then what am i? I am a barber standing here, i just cut your hair' The customer replied, 'no, barber do not exist, if they do why are there people with long and dirty hair and untidied hair like that man outside!' The barber really exclaimed, ' er.. barber do exist but wat happen is they do not come to me' 'EXACTLY'- affirmed by the customer. 'That's the point!' God too, DOES exist. What happens is, people don`t go to him and do not look for him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world. =D

Yup! isn`t it nice? =D I came across something which is, when we are angry with someone please try to forgive them. you know why? because you too make mistakes, think of the mistake u make? Aren`t you in the same situation as them? if you don`t forgive them, will others forgive you too? Forgive and Forget. forget about the angry faces and sad moment but do not forget how you make that mistakes so that you will not make that mistake again. Some people thinks that forgive and forget means, u forgive and then forget everything and make mistake again, that's not exactly how it is.

ya, let's talk abt other stuff here. During 1 day after Hari Raya, i was invited to my friend house for a gathering. All my friends were there, great day we had, ate alot, talked alot. Not forgetting I entertain them too with my magic stuff. haha, cool! good response i could see from them. I will improve more, yup! speak of magic, i've been training myself on card manipulation. advise given from my friends were that learning card manipulation needs a few years of practice and patience. If lost of patience, can never succeed. And even though practice makes perfect but comes to performance it's quite different. As you gonna entertain real people and lots of stuff to deal with. BUT i will still continue in learning card manipulation, currently I'm eating cards which makes me went to the toilet in and out. haha, yucks right?! but people love to see funny funny stuff. hahaha! alright i think i shall stop here for a moment. Tomorrow lessons at 9am, BOOo! BAD DAY. 10am become 9am, 3hr of the same lesson! *SIGH.

2006-10-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

Today is a great day! I attended a stage magic compeitition as a guest. The show was wonderful, the participants are cool! Wonderful show! They put up a wonderful show! I saw Jc Sum, well if you watch Top fun at channel 8 which was showed few mths ago. You will see him performing close-up magic, yup! he was there as a guest too. Tonight, the performance was great, inspired me. REALLY! The participants are cool! It have all kinds of different magic, Comedy, mentalism,etc. There's a female stage magician. This is my 1st time attending this kind of event, a good experience for me. Oh ya! The amazing part of the show was the GUEST performance by Nique Tan(SUPERBAND). anyone recall?? haha, so nice! cool man! wow! that's all i can say. For those who missed it, what a pity! never mind, hopefully there's more events coming up. I even make some new friends over there, it was a fun over there. I enjoyed myself alot! Oh yea, the refreshment was alright, have to pay $10 for e event. Food that can fill up your tummy. Great day! but tomorrow got school, reports are coming up. Too much things to do now. *SIGH.....

2006-10-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Didn`t blog nowdays due to laziness and alittle busy. This weekends kepts me super busy, i got a job assignment a sudden notice on friday. I accepted the job offer which was working in the factory doing some packaging stuff. It started yesterday and today is the last day. for this weekends only. This is my 1st time working in a factory, most of my jobs are promoters,etc. My first day is also my worst day, i was in a production line whereby i have to paste stickers onto each DVD covers, which is make of paper. By the way, we are helping to pack DVDs games from EA GAMES. I was in the production line 2, pasting stickers onto each DVDs cover, stickers such as 'recommended for matural audience' 5 stickers on each Dvds cover. Very tiring, no chairs to sit. It's nt fair to people in production line 2. Line 1 had chairs for them to sit, we have nothing. Standing there, pasting and pasting. from 7.30 am to 5pm(including 45 mins lunch break). No other breaks, toilet break unless urgent and need to find someone to substitue. I'm totally working like a robot doing the same thing again and again. Sometimes, i didn`t paste e stickers straight enough, got scolding and need to re-do. The line keeps going, the thing is like flat escalator whereby it keeps moving and moving. If u miss and didn`t paste sticker onto e DVd covers, u have to follow that cover and paste which will results in a delay at e back or at e front. Very tough job! Finally today is the last day, i work Overtime extra 2 hrs as my assignment today is very simple, instead of doing the stickers. I'm distributing the DVDs cover onto the flat 'escalator' machine so that the Dvds cover are neat and tidy on e machine for the people to paste their stickers easily. haha, HOW LUCKY AM I. after 5pm quite alot of people left so i quickly went over and took alot of chairs for the Aunties and myself to sit. My production line only have me and my friend as a young chap. The rest are Aunties, haha..

Supervisior quite fierce also, anyway i treat this as a experience for me. At least i know what kind of jobs suits me well. =) tired.. today woke up at 5.35am, reached workplace at 7.15am. from 7.30am until 7pm.. haha. tomorrow lesson somemore, i think i might sleep in my lecture. =P

2006-09-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

'The worst part of everything is when you did not sleep for days. Your eyes are wide open, you tried to sleep but you force yourself to stop sleeping. It's like feeling dead, you have all the supplies you can get. But when you don`t sleep, your mind is totally blackout, you can have hallucination, it's like you are trapped in a world that you do not know what you are doing. Everything is totally blackout, how you wish everything is gonna end but this is just the beginning. 'Staying awake for days, makes my mind start to sleep, if you could imagine your eyes are open but you having nightmares, you can`t decide if this is real or you dreaming''

2006-09-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking and thinking. What have I been doing nowadays, I feel that I have been wasting time. Semestral school holidays are ending soon, 1 more weekends. That's it! Last semester which is the 1st sem. I was still getting used to the lifestyle in Polytechnic, I do felt that I haven`t really do much things there. My exams wasn`t good enough, I have 3 subjects D+ and D. Which is between 50 to 59, GPA wasn`t that high, 2.1. At first I was really depressed as this isn`t the kind of results I wish to have but after knowing some of my classmates had to repeat module. Then, I realised that not only I don`t do well, others too. I should be alittle glad that I didn`t repeat any module, for those who have repeat their module. No worries, I'm sure you can do better! For those who did well, good for you, keep up the good work.

During the holidays, I have been searching for a job like crazy. For a whole month, I only managed to work for 3 days. It's hard to find a job during this month. So I have been slacking at home, or going out with friends. Playing games at home, practising some magic.

I really feel that I didn`t really do much in the holidays, I was wasting my precious time in each day. I really regretted for not spending my days wisely. Now, I think i have to draft up a plan for my new semester. I must really take up the first step to change! =)

2006-08-13T12:13:00.000+08:00

I realised that most people around me are changing, well, people do change but they change so fast! Maybe I'm not the one not changing, well, last time computer games wasn`t the best topic to talk about among us. Now, Dota is the best topic to talk about, most of them has started playing dota. Yet I'm trying to get away from Dota,haha. It could be i find it boring sometimes, a game can last quite long. I do play, like once a week or worst once two weeks. I can see people are like very active in school and CCAs. Last time, everyone just heck care and don`t bother about CCAs or what the school have. It's like they did something which they don`t do last time.

As for me, I used to participate in alot of CCAs in my school and very active. For now, maybe it could be SP is a place where it divided into many schools. So I don`t really feel attached to it as there is too much things in SP. Like everywhere i go, i see new faces, wherelse back in Secondary school or Primary school. The school is small and I feel more attached to it, everywhere i go, i see lots of familiar faces. Anyway, in SP, I do join quite a few clubs like the Environment club(up to now i haven`t attend a meetings yet because everything they meet, either I have extra lessons or not going to sch early or have quiz) it alway falls on wed or fri. I'm the LifeArts Club, for my magic. I'm a official magician down there =) i have my cert.('very nice one') Some other clubs too, like SP union which i don`t participate actively.

Semester exams, tomorrow officially starts. 1st test, AP chem. I still stuck in Redox reaction & Buffer, salt hydrolysis. never mind, study study! Luckily the test start at 6pm, -_- 6pm.... so 'early' can sleep till afternoon then go to school revise. That's all =), I just wonder why I spent so much time on computer, if i change the time spent in computer, divide the time by 2, 1 goes to study another goes to practising magic. But I just can`t do it, haha. 24 hours, 8 hours of sleep, 8 hours of work and 8 hours of leisure. Bullshit. haha, for me is, 8 hours of work, 10 - 11 hours of leisure(which include bathing,eating, slacking in school, computer, TV) just by eating,waiting for lesson to start in school. make me waste extra 2 - 3 hrs. meaning that i left 5-6 hrs of sleep. Usually it happens once or twice a week. That's really time wasting....

2006-08-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

I wish to share to everyone who's reading my blog. What's a delicious meal, just now I have a delicious meal. Meal consist of a bowl of soup, a plate of simple vegetables and a bowl of rice. The soup ingredient was prepared by my Grandma and it's cooked by my Mom. That's what i call a delicious meal,I can feel the effort and love in the meal. Well, sometimes if I went to have a buffet, it was delicious not because the food or ingredient is VERY nice. The food is only average but it is the person who ate with me. My friends. =) but sometimes also depends, if the food is really suck, just say sucks. haha.

2006-08-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

They came to my house, they are nice to me. I'm quite shy so I stayed in my elder's bro. room where they are in my room with my elder brother, doing some computer stuff. So when i got to the kitchen, i saw her, her friend was in my room. I was extremely delighted, and I talked to her awhile. We chat abit, I looked at her smile, I... Heart Melt like a chocolate in a hot sun. It's been so long i saw her and I was standing right in front of her. Eyes looked at each other.. Then, they went downstairs to have breakfast, I was in my room. So when they are away, i quickly changed my clothes and everything, comb my hair, wash up. Then, when they came back, She packet breakfast for me. (that's sweet) Then, my Mom asked her if she will to stay in this house for long time as in stay for few years or so, she nodded her head. (i think so) sometimes we tend to forget, but I'm just felt so glad that I can see her again! The feeling is so good! She agreed means I can see her for few years maybe we can get married! hahahahaha!!

Actually it's just a dream, and it's only like 30 mins. My Alarm clock start making noises at 6.40am and before that I already woke up, it could be I'm too happy. It's been so long since I saw her.........

How I wish I can go back to my dream. I dreamt of someone, I remembered it was about 6am, i woke up. I switched bed, as when i looked across there's no one, and the fan is facing that bed. So I switched it, then fall into a deep sleep. A dream appears, in it, i dreamt of 2 people, 1 of them, I like her alot but it's quite impossible for us. (this paragraph is actually the introduction to make this excited, i push the introduction to there) I want to dream of you everyday! Although, we are impossible but I'm glad that I know you.

2006-07-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

exam! exam! test! test! quiz! quiz! everytime I wanted to go home early, it's either quiz or make-up lesson or extra lesson. *bored! haha. just came back from a gathering. A gathering, first gathering, haha. first time for me where i have a colleagues gathering. Young promoters i know at Robinson, we went to Subway at cine. eat and order, talk talk. I couldn`t keep up with their topics as I stopped working for a month. haha, so i just listen to what jokes they talk and stuff. Well, a good listener is nice too =), then, as usual. MAGIC. haha, i did some card tricks and alittle ropes. Response was GOOD.. hahaha. My very first attempt on a new trick, which is the first thing i performed to them. Seriously, I learnt it just before i about to go out this afternoon. Luckily, in the afternoon, i went to elsewhere before heading to the gathering, that's y i have my cards and shoelaces in my bag. =P, more confidence in doing close-up. I'm practising on close-up. aiya! wanted to do metal bending, dunno who broke my fork!! anyhow bend bend. break.. wao kao! I wanted to go Robinson there and buy forks. Super expensive, 1 fork cheapest $2.25 somemore those tea size. AIYO. a set of utensil, $49 - $159. If I'm rich, i will consider buy that one for display not for magic. haha. for magic, go provision shop or pasar malam buy can liao. haha. don`t need so 'HIGH' class, the more high class the more heart pain. Breaking a exp. fork. ok, stop here =) aiya! a pity, no pictures taken during the mini-gathering. NEXT TIME!.

2006-07-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

Blogging TIME. nothing to blog, well, on thursday I went to Ngee Ann polytechnic for a magic show by 5 famous magician in Singapore. At the bus-stop I saw Joy and Zhangke they are my secondary classmates they are actually going for Tanya concert. ya, i think so. haha. It's been so long i saw them. haha, back to the show. It was great! $8 it's really worth watching usually the price is 2 digit price. now goes down to 1 digit because it is hold in a school. Well, hopefully they will hold it again in SP. haha, *sigh.. so many reports to rush, well now i really have to manage my time well for my magic,computer and study. Monday, heading down to RP magic club as a guest =), they having a short test. so i going down hope I can learn something from them. =P that's all. night! still need to sum up my work. *SIGH.!

2006-07-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

Birthday! First of all! Happy Birthday to Jismyl!! Her birthday was actually yesterday because the time now is 12.19am, all the best, wish ya good luck in everything you do.! Next, Happy birthday to Bao Yue!! Chocolate AUNTIE! Happy birthday =PpP! All the best yea! Take care =)

nothing to blog actually, haha. Oh yea, just sent sms and greeting cards to the birthday girls. Hope they will recieve it =) Happy birthday to them! Oh yea, 3rd July which is later on. i will have my intial Performance in Multi-purpose room level 2, near Foodcourt 5. Wish me luck, all the best to me. =) thanks thanks thanks! night to everyone, good night!

2006-06-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

Today was a really good day! First day of school, well, everyone is rushing to pass up their homeworks,projects. Lessons were bored as usual, haha, got back my test paper. At first my lecturer came to me and said 'work hard' I was like ya.. work hard and realised that she gave me my classmate test paper. I was shocked that I didn`t do that well at first after that when i gotten my paper, quite relieved that i managed to get a pass for the quiz. haha, i failed quite a few modules already can`t afford to fail more. Maths, Lecturer said all pass. haha, good =) After school, have magic club meeting as usual. Today the meeting was really fun and cool! Visitors came, surprisely they are Jeremy Pei(1 of the famous magician) and followed by his 2 friends, Jimmy and Alferd. They came to our club and to see whether they can lend a hand. We are actually having a mini-performance cum rehearsal for our initial performance next week. haha, luckily when it was my turn, Jeremy and his friends went off to grab a bite. haha, I did a card tricks which was actually created by myself. I couldn`t think of what card tricks to do, so i decided to try something new. Well, the response i got was actually not bad. =) . The rest of the members did well too, although some of them screwed up alittle but they still continue their tricks! Great Determination !! After our mini-performance, Jeremy Pei and Alferd did some cool performance, it was really nice. haha, love the way they presents, they can keep doing different card tricks with the same card that the spectator pick. Really a COMBO Value trick, haha.. not meal. Was really Cool! maybe somedays I should think of some COMBO Value tricks too. I have my own Combo meal, haha. After that head to lot 1 with my friend since they let us go off early. Then, I saw my buddy, Jackson. haha, chat with him awhile then did some simple tricks on him. haha, i think he like it. after that, head home. eat, computer,watch World Cup! ITALY! yeA! And managed to fix my younger bro. mp3 so that don`t need to bring to service center waste $. haha! gonna slp. =) nite. tired! i have Dark rings on my eyes, like I'm a half-dead Zombie.

2006-06-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

Cindy! I'm not lazy. no time to blog. hehe, blog. Well, i just did some adjustment to my blog. I put up the archives so that i can view all my past months blog. Every post reminds me of something, kind of sad reading those post but at least I remember clearly the minor things that I did. WHAT A PITY! This weekends, i didn`t go back to Robinson and work as i need to brush up on my school work on this weekends. So that i can prepared for the upcoming quiz and i have tons of homework incompleted. I really missed my colleagues down there, they are so nice to me! They are super friendly, cool, fun! I just love them! although I know them for 2 weeks, so FUN down there! Luckily i got their contacts, as a promoter the chances of staying in the outlets for years is very slim. Being a promoter, they might just transfer you here and there. Anyway, some of my colleagues are going to University so they will stop work in the mid/end of july. Wish them all the best! =)

Today, I went to the office to submit my punch card,promoter copies and sales list. I dislike the journey from my house to the office, when I was working in Robinson i was thinking of today. The journey was really long, it located at Paya Lebar. So far, I'm staying in the west, I'm heading to the east. But time passed really fast, listened to music, then out of nowwhere. 'Paya Lebar' haha, reached the mrt. After that I went to magic shop with my friends, bought something together. Head straight home and have my dinner at a coffee shop alone, my Mom didn`t cook today. Nothing much, oh yah. Suddenly, I have a craving for the Art of Fork/spoon bending, haha. When people perform bending of metals, some people will think that they possessed supernatural powers or evil aura powers. haha, I afraid that if i master that people might think I'm a devil or what. I'm NOT! I'm Christian. =) I'm faithful to my God. I love you God. (Thanks for being there for me when I need you.) Love you!

Well, wait till i master that. haha, tired. anyway stop here for now. =) thanks for viewing, enjoy the holiday left.

2006-06-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

姑娘看来很熟悉我在哪里见过你,我一下却想不起,是否在梦里,姑娘家乡在哪里,竟会如此的美丽,哎哟真的好可惜该早点就认识你.... I really fall in love with you when i first saw you.

2006-06-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Although it's like only a week, I feel that I make the right choice, I was there for a purpose. I'm truly glad that i know you, now I start to miss you, really....

Yesterday, my elder and younger brother went overseas, they went to a Church thingy which was like a overseas trip to Malaysia. They went, my Dad seldom come back home so My Mom was alone at home as I had to work. But she somehow find time to go out with her friends(that's good =), if not she will be bored at home alone. Today, Sunday.. She went for her friend's Wedding dinner. Making me alone at home, after work. I headed straight home was about 11+pm, I wanted to buy vodka at 7'eleven but end up didn`t. I guessed the staff might ask for my I/C. somemore I was hungry so i head home and grab some snacks. I was alone! I even bathe with the open door, so lonely, really lonely. Don`t know what to do. Can`t get to sleep, i kept thinking of her although i know her for only awhile. But I just can`t get her out of my mind, she's just so sweet. I know it's impossible for us but somehow i just can`t stop thinking of her. *sigh, when comes to relationship matters, I'm really have no idea what to do to *woo a girl. i just afraid. never mind. Good thing is I know her, everything is like Love at the first sight! k la, gonna slp. tired, tomorrow got to work.(able to see) =)

2006-06-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Everytime the journey to work, makes me feel sick. It's so long, 40 mins of MRT ride. I was either standing or sitting down, listening to music. Looking at the surrounding, I felt that time passed so fast. I imagined lots of stuff, like what will I do when i get my 1st pay.(definitely Magic props.) buy bag, I have huge financial problems, i still have $ in e bank, sometimes I felt that I'm getting very stingy. haha, got $ don`t wanna spend. $ in the bank, I have e feeling like i don`t wanna take out too much and spend. haha. I even imagined if i have my salary raised if i hit my commission. Seriously speaking, I worked so long as a promoter, seldom I hit the target. It's either too close or too far apart. I doubt I will hit the target for this outlet. nvm, i have plans on what to do on my basic salary. If there's a raise, good! give more to my Mom and spend more on myself. Then, I even thought of what will I do after i stopped working at Robinson. Although, it's like 1 week in Robinson, I'm in good terms with every other promoters,staff. They're so nice although I'm quite young there. haha. Born in 1988(consider old), oh ya! there's someone call me UNCLE. aiyo! She's older than me a year, call me Uncle!. I'm that old meh? Maybe my hair, need to flatten down if not they ask me go home immediately to drink coffee. Think, I better fix a date, call hairdresser, cut my hair. if not, everytime in e toilet, spend 10 mins to flatten. In 5 mins, i can get my hair messed up and ready to go. But now 10 mins, flattening. *SIGH. back to e MRT train journey, I was really bored, tired, feeling down. Some music reminds me of the joyful and wonderful things i did, some reminds me of the things that I should do but end up i didn`t, deeply regretted. That's all for now, tata.. nite everyone!

2006-06-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

Finally, all e small quiz are over! I passed 1 quiz and failed 2 quiz. 1 is e Material in Practice, another is Applied Electricity. Passed 1 failed 2, hopefully the rest will pass with flying colours! Holiday is coming, YESH! tomorrow is last day of school. saturday I will start working instead of Monday. Will be working at Centerpoint Robinson, look for me if you are free. My sales rep. told me to wear black shirt long sleeve, aiyo.. my sales coordinator told me to wear white shirt long sleeve. blur sia, tomorrow I shall confirm with them again as tomorrow i going to buy 1 set of shirt, either black or white. i have to work for 14 days! *sigh.. sometimes i hate working but for e sake of $.. bo bian. Hopefully, my working mates there all friendly, be it they are my compeititors or my helper. Got $, first thing is to give my Mom and spend some of it on, accessories. I worked alot in the jan/feb. I realised that i spent my $ on exp. items like handphone,etc. So, that's make me wonder where did i spend my $ on. So now when i got my pay, i spend on small items, so i know where i spent it on. But usually i save alot of $. 50% of my salary(at least).. Now i wish to buy a bag, wallet, some things for my magic so i can do a mini-performance. That's for now, tata.. I will take leave on every thurs when i start work. Last day of work will be on the 18th of June(Father's Day). =)

2006-05-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

I learnt something. I felt that as a magician when u looked at others perform especially looking at a video. We shouldn`t try to rewind and keep looking at e video to look through their plots or their tricks. We should learn from their presentation and the skill how they perform to attract spectators. This is advise to all magician although I'm not a master magician. =P What I did these few days was really crazy, i can`t believed what I did. I went to the cck National Library to return books on friday. The books I borrowed were about David Blaine and another 1 is a chinese card tricks(I couldn`t understand it as no DVDs are provided). So I returned it and renew the David Blaine book. So I went to search for more books, slowly I saw a book, Harry Houdini, the Great Escape Artist. Which also the Master Magician. He did lots of tricks, like sallowing needles followed by thread and slowly he pulled up the needles together with e thread. That's impressing! That book have hundred over pages, I read the whole book in the library. haha, That's something which I have not do it for a long time. haha, i getting more and more interested into magic. =P yup! *sigh.. I just completed my CRS work, WRS! it's so difficult I followed e guide in the textbook so closely that e opening all e same. aiya! as long as I did my work. That's all. =)

2006-05-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

After watching e last episode of a show, I felt totally sad. Firstly, the ending was touching. Secondly, I didn`t know what should I do during the time, the show starts. As usually when e show starts, I will switch on my TV and watched but for now, e show ended. Then, I do not know what to do. The show was so touching that I almost cried, now I just wish that a girl who I like, be anyone. Just give me a hug and I'll cry on your shoulder. I will cry because I was thinking of all the bad things I have done, and also things that I regret doing it and not doing it. I may look strong in the outside but I'm weak in the inside. I'm not good in my actions but good in my talking. No idea why I felt this way, could be the show as the ending part was a war has ended and the 'fighters' were crying and hugging their beloved. That's make me feel like hugging my beloved too and cry out to her.. ='( , k that's all now...

2006-05-07T14:48:00.000+08:00

If I like ya means I have do your bidding?? no way, even if ya 20 times pretty I might not do your bidding or even do something which I don`t like. NO way man!! =)

2006-05-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

Here I am to blog! =) Today went to Karan house, oh ya. took some pic of the bunnies in her house yesterday, she have 13 bunnies now in her house. Previously she have 9, now 13. haha, four new bunnies and u know what?! The four of them are a family! cool right? While in the long journey to her house, I thought of something. I thought of what I wish to accomplish/do. Things I wish to do(these are the possible one), learn magic and be a professional in it. Able to perform on a stage someday, perform at Old folk home or at any home for community work.(seeing others happy, I'm happy too), able to learn more about food science that's one of my interest. I want to earn alot of $$$, and e money i learn got to do with either magic or food sci. which's my interest so that I'm happy with my work. Train up my body muscles??(I'm too lazy to do that and also I love to eat alot.) haha. that's all I can think about. For the impossible things I wish to do is I wish to have buffets for lunch everyday, I wish I can print $ out and e printed $ I will give it to all the poor people in e world. and e Printed $ can be used international. haha, that's what I can think for now.. =P

FHM!! Fiber(white) , Hazel(chestnut) & Maxwell(my fingers are touching it.) I was sitting down right in front of them, watching them eating.

FHM again!

Pimento! Super Hyper active, but u sneak into e house, u will see him slacking down there.. haha..

that's Mao Mao who love to stomp onto the plastic thingy on it's feet. The sound produced make me think that there's someone doing construction work.

that's Bitbit! =) I love him!, Bitbit!

Bitbit and Dash! Family! =)

2006-04-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

*sigh.. lazy to blog, YOUNG people.. haha, ok so I update alittle. Hmmm... I'm going to start work tomorrow till tues! =) got $$ nowadays everything need $, CCA, notes, transport, go toilet need 20 cents somemore, e toilet cleanliness also lousy standard one.. haha, Karan is going overseas for 6 days! yea! oh ya, my occupation is hmmm.. Bunnies best friend. =) heard that she bond 9 of her bunnies together, woo. wish I can see how she did it. Anyway, tomorrow got school till 3pm, wah!.. Speak of School, SP is actually a new place to hang around, my classmates are very friendly and active. We already have a great time although we know each other a few days. ;) yeah!! Seriously, my first impression to my new classmate was like, I gonna be left out or what. haha, ended up, it wasn`t what I thought so. Anyway, back to where I stop, after 3pm gonna head to Karan house to feed the bunnies. Luckily, Monday Labour day! But bad thing is have to do e practical on some other days. no early released, AIYA!

Today, I went to LIFEARTS CCA.. haha, I joined e Magic catergory! YES! Finally, 1 of my dream. hehe, perform on e stage and to individual, and perform at a Old-Folk home or even for other places, Volunteering work! It's pleased to see people enjoying your performance. =)) hahaha! for now all my tricks are card-tricks. I do perform sometimes but quite bored, i only confident with some tricks or so. Sometimes, i don`t know why my hands trembling like JELLY. Don`t know what happened, maybe my CCA will help me out, hehe.. sad case was not many people joined magic, haha.. i think not more than 5 -_-.. anyway, better still. I can learn more, they will concentrate, I guess could be the amount of $ needed to pay. To me, it's very reasonable, as usually when I shop around to buy props for magic show, it cost me a modified deck, cost me like $12.. I got con, because I was too amused and wanted to know e secrets, ended up, I realised that I can buy a set of cards with many other secrets for $24. Or even 3 tricks together for $12.90.. ar!! *Tio PiAN* Sway ar.. I'll watch out!
that's all for now, gonna pack bag. tomorrow schooling again!.. GARARRRRrrAAWWW...

2006-03-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

Just discovered that I didn`t blog for quite a time, hmm.. let's start with what I did in the last weekends. I went to Karan house and stay on the sat evening to the sunday evening. Isaac came too, so we didn`t really sleep, haha, he slept for a few hours and I slept for 30 mins. haha, I remembered we have our dinner at 9pm, then we went to Karan house and also bought some snacks alot. So we watched STAR MOVIES some action movies like Resident Evil(about zombies) but it wasn`t Resident Evil. We love action pack movies, especially the night time. haha, we continued to watch it close to midnight and the show ended. We have our pizza and some tasty wine which we learnt it through the internet(some weirdo recipe). Taste alright, haha. but we just can`t take it if it's super strong(more than 40%) and too much quantity. After that we started watching DVDs, hmm... what's our 1st movie, er.. yea! Scooby Doo, when the show ended, it's already close to 2am or so. Then, I decided to watch 'Wu Jian Dao 3' Infernal Affairs 3, I watched it till 4am+ then I cooked some noodles, Isaac went to sleep in the middle of the show. So after that, I was quite tired actually but I continued to watch another movie 'The Incredibles' haha! After watching that, It's already close to 7am, middle of e show, I paused some part of e show so that I can go and bathe and clean up the dishes. So when it's close to 7am, Isaac woke up and do his clean up and prepared to go to Church, for me! I went to sleep and about 7.30am I woke up again as the part-time maid told me she's coming over at 8am to clean up the house. But she didn`t, so I stayed up and watched cartoons, she called me at 9am and told me that she gonna reach half an hour later, So I waited and waited until 11am she came. haha! I didn`t sleep at all, I was watching cartoons, eating some biscuits. Then, when she came, we chat alittle and she got back to work while I still continue watching cartoons. Then, about 12pm, I went downstairs to collect the vegetables, When I returned back to Karan house, I started packing up the vegetables until 4pm. I was so hungry and the part-time maid left at 4pm, how nice! I finished everything, so I clean up e house alittle and throw all the unwanted stuff down to the bin. I started my lunch preparation, haha, whatelse can I cook? noodles, I'm just too lazy to go and buy my lunch. So I cooked noodles, fry some veggies and eggs along. There goes my lunch! So I packed everything up and it's close to 6pm. I waved hands to all the bunnies and gave them Hays before I closed the door. Head straight home! And something cool happened on my way back, I took a bus and then a train straight back home. In the MRT, I was so tired and I can even sleep while standing. I leaned against some white plastic thingy and started to sleep while standing. The feeling of sleeping while standing was quite scary, I don`t know why, whenever I bend my leg alittle, I woke up straight away, it's like something just run over suddenly. Or whenever, I nod my head real hard, I woke up too. haha, So when it's time to switch trains in Jurong east interchange, as usual I slept in the train and slowly when it reached Bukit batok, I saw a young lady(around my age, i supposed) she was looking at me. I didn`t look at her as I was really tired, sleeping along the journey. Somehow I just know that she's looking at me, and I looked at her with a blur look. I scratched my eyes alittle and trying to look at her. haha, she's quite gd-looking so I thought I missed the station I'm going to alight, So I looked at the window glass, phew! realised that it's still Choa Chu Kang, 1 more station to my destination. So I continued to sleep awhile and still felt that she's lookin at me, I was listening to Plus one songs, which makes me feel alittle sleepy, haha, but I just love their songs. When I alighted at the station, I went to the opposite direction and tried to avoid her and go on my way. And when I was walking to the escalator, she was beside me, I peeked at her, 'ya, she's beside me' haha, we tried to go on e same level of the escalator but hmm.. somehow she was behind me. So I didn`t really think too much, i went ahead and tap my ezlink card. After that I saw her going to another direction while I went to top up my ezlink card. I kind of haha, no idea, I planned to follow the direction she went, so I walked there and I saw her again! She walked passed me, she was walking towards my direction, so I thought was she trying to turn back and find me? haha(weirdo thinking of mine could be I'm too tired, weird thinking will pop up) So I trying to act blur and walked to the NTUC and looked at some bread. haha, then I headed back and try to look for her and I told myself If I saw her again, I will say 'Hi' to her. haha, eventually, I saw her shadow and I tried to follow and I lost it. hehe, so I thought *sigh* I must be too tired, get back home and rest! haha. I went home and have my dinner after that I watched LOST at 8.30pm after that I went to sleep and i missed the 11pm show(Channel 8, every Sunday)!!

Let's talk about today, I went to Bugis with 1 of my friend and was quite fed up. We went to the coffee shop and my friend forgot to switch off his bluetooth so slowly, he began to recieve incoming message from N6670 and the message just kept coming whenever my friend rejects it. So my friend tried to switch off his bluetooth but ended up he press recieved button as the incoming message just kept popping up every single second. So he switched off his phone and switched it on again, and also switched off his bluetooth, so he went to inbox and see what's the file, it named as CABBIE.sis(a application file) so he didn`t open it, he just deleted it off. So I thought he was trying to fake me, so I switched on my bluetooth and I got it, so I recieved the file but I didn`t open it. I saw it in my inbox it was also named as CABBIE.sis. So We were wonder who will send this stupid things, and we are also quite worried that we might infected virus even though we didn`t open e file but who knows! So we saw a guy who's in e drink stall using N6670. He kept using his phone and didn`t really attend the customer around. So I was quite fed up, I went and confront me politely. I asked him, he denied everything, he even told me he was browsing the menu only. So I didn`t say much, I kept quiet and he staring at us, after I confronted him he stopped using his handphone and started to do his cleaning and smoking. After that we walked off, he was right behind us, I purposely did something which freak him out, I took out my phone and pretend to make a call and looked at his unit number and the name of the shop. And We walked off quickly, and I could hear people shouting 'HELLO' so loud across. haha, we ran off to avoid silly troubles. After that we went to Sim Lim square and shop around for computer items, when we about to head home, I joked around and told my friend that I wanted to go back to the drink stall and buy drinks! So I headed over there, the man wasn`t there, another man was there he was much older than the previous one but both of them are adults. So my friend went and asked e other man, he told him that there's someone working in this drink stall, sending out message desperately through bluetooth and could be a virus. So the man said, 'How he send? he knows you? don`t know you all, how he gonna send?? he don`t even have your number, he have 3 young kids, will he do this stupid things??!'(something like that in chinese) he was kind of angry with us, we are young teens, we talked nicely and politely. He talked loudy, so I know even how hard I explained to him what is bluetooth is also no use, so I told him somehow he can send us through something and also i told him it's hard to say, even if he have 3 kids u can`t say that he do this kind of stupid things. Then, he asked us to stay and he make a call to that person, and I told him 'nvm about that, it's ok.. we just want to know if it's him'.. then, he shouted at us saying we have nothing better to do, blah blah.. Indeed we have nothing better to do, but even if we accused the wrong person, must you be that work up?? haha, weird right? Even if we might said something rude or so, you have no fierce and should explain to us what happened or so. Even if you didn`t send, I supposely u do recieved right? even if you send, when I confronted you, why are u so worked up? and why didn`t you continue touching your phone?? haha! and also why that guy who's much older than him got so worked up suddenly? we just trying to find out did he do that. *sigh, maybe could be my fault for being alittle rude?? I didn`t shout, I didn`t swear, I just talked politely but harshly or I accused the wrong person. I just don`t know what I'm doing, [FATHER LORD, please guide me on the right path,grant me your strength to overcome all this, forgive me if I did something wrong.AMEN] =)

But anyway, hopefully there's nothing wrong in our phone, I installed anti-virus in my phone, and no virus was detected. So hopefully everything is alright, and hmm.. a lesson for me don`t accept anything from strangers. haha! it's 1.53am time for bED! NIGHT!

2006-03-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Finally, I thought of blogging, firstly, let's talk about today. Hmmm.. Today, I went to do a medical checkup in a clinic for SP then went to see robotics compeitition with Isaac. Saw a old classmates over there, after that head to my friend's house to feed bunnies. Bunnies, have a weird u know, hmm.. habits, some love to fight, some love to make noises, some love to be pat, some are quiet. I about to go off, suddenly, Pistachio(name of a male bunny) he suddenly ran around the cage making lots of noise and hide into his house(made of box) that really scares me. haha, really do. After that head back home, oh ya a friend accompany me too. I perform some card tricks for him to see, he's quite impressed, haha, anyway, card tricks. I can say is mainly you must act fast and think of something to distract the mind, even if you master e trick so well but you dunno how to catch their attentions(that's my own thinking). I believe, must have good interaction skills, so people will like kind of 'wah.. how do u do that?' haha, [who wanna see me perform??]

*sigh, I beginning to like dislike people who really rely on people and at the same time scold that person who he/she rely on. It's alright, sometimes, u can rely on people but on major things you really have to settle your own because it's a major thing like which affects your studies/career. I can`t help you, have to find out yourself everything. Cannot because of a simple reason like 'don`t know', of course, you didn`t even bother to go and find out and read, how you know what's going on?! Since you don`t wish to know what's going on, must well don`t CARE, still bother to ask people around and even scold them if they don`t tell ya properly. I really have no idea what are they thinking about, people willing to help you and tell you everything regarding about that issue, yet you didn`t appreciate it, scold him/her for telling late. What is this man! Sometimes, I really don`t know whether want to help you or not. Although, this doesn`t happen to me but it did happen to my friend. I felt really sorry for the guy, he just too lazy to find out everything himself. Even scold people who helped him, *sigh.. that's all for now. No idea what to continue blogging. Hmmm... tomorrow, my friend and I are staying in Karan house, haha, hope I can whip up a nice dish. hoho!! =D

2006-03-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since my last blog entry. haha, firstly, I'm getting lazier and lazier to blog. haha, anyway, I think today will be quite a long entry as I gonna summarise everything. Firstly, CNY nothing much. get Hongbao, visit grandparents,relatives & friends. Hmmm... nothing much I can really talk about. Oh ya, went to Mrs.Juliet Tan house with a bunch of friends. Chat awhile, we are talking about the O'level results, how's the school,etc.. I've been working in the month of Jan. haha, so in the Month of Feb. I'm basically slacking at home, buying time. Going out with friends, spending $.. Learning magic tricks on the net. haha.. then slowly time pass by.......................

I got my O'level results, hmm.. L1 R4 18 points, L1 R5 22 points. Eng D7,Combined humanities B4,maths A2 & the rest B3, haha. so many 'B' for me. So I have a hard time choosing my courses, firstly I'm quite intersted in the Food technology, for what I know, food tech. one is at NYP another is at SP. both offered quite simliar courses, but NYP is a new course. So HEADACHE!! choosing the courses. So ended up, i decided to choose 1st choice as Chemical Processing Tech. which have food tech. on year 2.. 2nd choice Chemical engineering. and etc! I afraid I might not get in as the COP is 15 points for that. So I heard from my buddy, Jackson, he told me about JPSAE. So I decided to try my luck and submit another application through JPSAE and that course will be also Chemical Pro. Tech. I typed lots of crap in, I type in my achievements, my post in my CCAs,etc.. So many things to write but I didn`t have enough space to type. ha, but I just KEEP IT SHORT AND SWEET(KISS). Few days later, Woo!! I was shortlisted for the JPSAE interview. I went for the interview, 5 adults interviewed me, they asked me question, and I honestly answered their question regardless of I might offended them or something such as, they asked me 'will you join the NPCC in SP?' & 'will you join the Police Force since u are so active in NPCC' haha.. both mine answer to them is 'NO!' Firstly, NPCC in SP is not challenging enough, heard that it's like when ever they need helpers in the NPCC headquarters, they will send the SP NPCC over to help out in the courses or maybe lecture. It's like under control by someone just to do simple things and yet unable to organize something(no offence) =)). If can, I would like to join the University NPCC(if I have e chance) or maybe through the headquarters so I can helped out in my secondary school. That's what I told them(roughly), haha, and police force, I told them that I prefer to work in a Office. haha =D .. the Interview was alright, they created lots of laughter haha, and the way I sat wasn`t really, you know formal. I leaned against the chair, haha.. after all, if they are in a 'causal style' I should follow them too. =))! They cracked lots of jokes which wasn`t really related to anything. haha, 1st joke, did you eat alot of Chestnut? haha =D after all, just joking(Ms Chan u won`t mind huh??) After my interview, I went to my friend's house to work, basically to feed her bunnies. She went overseas for a week or so, so she hired me over to help her feed the bunnies. I went with Isaac, haha. we watched movies over there, have some snacks.. Next Week, She gonna hire me again as she's going overseas again. haha! anyway, it's fun there! it's like I have a house now! haha, I'm a co-Owner of the house, haha I have to clean the house, feed the bunnies,etc. I can cook my own meal, bathe, watch TV, shake leg, haha. sleep also can. =)) only the bunnies are watching me. So I will treat it as my property. Everything in her house is considered precious to me as it's also my thing(temporaily). haha, so don`t worry!! your House will be safe as it's my house(temp.) too. Although, sometimes the transport fare to her house are expensive, a trip there cost me $2.50(estimate).. haha, to and fro $5 a day. I have to top up everyday 2 days. nevermind, If I'm going to her house often in the mid of March. I might get monthly concession stamp so I can save alittle. Hopefully, she will increase my pay! =))

Anyway, today is the post results. RESULTS ARE, JAE Digital MEDIA SP, JPSAE, Chemical Pro. Tech. SP. haha, of course, I will take up JPSAE. Surprisely, I got in for JPSAE. haha, 5% out of all applicants. haha!! CONGRATULATION TO ME! =D Therefore, I gonna take up JPSAE as it's my fav. course. Digital Media, nt bad also, I love 3D animations, filming but for my future, Singapore didn`t really have much movies. Those movies like action-pack, eg. Underworld,etc.. haha, those action-pack. Sg, nt really have. So digital Media, haha! No comments =)) but still I quite like it. However, CHEMICAL PROCESSING TECH.! =) mainly Food technology. ALRIGHT, gonna stop blogging. Anyway, for those who didn`t get into their favourite courses, no worries. GOD wants you to take another path, it leads to a good path but no one knows what might happen during the path. Don`t worry stay strong, HE's alway there for you! =) For those, who didn`t get into any course, no worries also. Do whatever you want before it's too late, there might be a chance if u do something rather than you do nothing. So do it! And for those who gonna appeal! GOOD LUCK! REALLY!! GOOD LUCK! =) don`t worry too much, there's alway someone worst than ya. U aren`t the worst..

2006-01-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

2006 has arrived!! Brand new year a brand new start! and 2006, it's not a very good start for me, but definitely things will become better later on. New year eve! went to Esplanade with my friends, super tiring day for me. Things just happened too quickly, haha.. something just happened. I knew it long ago, until New year I got to see the truth, long before I know it. Well, doesn`t matter how am I now, but it's matters how she's now. Just hope she is doing fine, happy with everything. I'm happy too =P, some of my friends asked me 'wah.. your face is as dark as your shirt'. If she's happy, I also happy. haha, of course will feel sad(really sad, this 'sad' is really very unique, it's like a wound which only hurts when u think about it. Whenever, i thought of that moment) but then, think again, I can`t do anything but to give them my blessing. =D It's a joy to see someone happy! When I saw someone feels really happy, I myself also felt that way.

Some people might think I'm crazy, especially when I work. I serve customer, customer asked me questions, I answered them. If unsure, i will say 'dunno', even if they scold me, I'm fine with it. I rather they know the truth, so they won`t buy a wrong item. Some promoters just lie their way through, when customer bought the item and they found out the function wasn`t the same as recommended. Customer will get angry, so I rather they scold me and didn`t buy then they buy. Sometimes, Customer asked me to test whether something is working or not, I will try to help them even though it's not my brand. After that I will bring the item to the cashier and wait for them to queue and wrap the item nicely, pass it to them and say 'Thank you!' haha, =D not always, i did that. about 95% of the customer I served, i did. Sometimes, I'm not free. Might also meet nasty customer, e most I will complain to my colleague about that customer secretly, I won`t be rude with them even they rude to me. u know watching them smiling at you, asking u wat's your plan after getting O'level results. or even chat with them about schooling, families. Although, it's not my job to talk about personal things with the Customer but if customer talk to me, i will talk to them. =D

That's how my job is, target sales 15k. I don`t think about it also, hitting the target will get more $ haha but if I everyday don`t care about anything kept doing sales, other promoters will hate me saying I'm too aggressive. Always do sales don`t care about anything, it will leave a bad impression. So everyday, I don`t think too much about the target, i just know, I sell what the customer wants! They want this quality, this price, this usage. I recommend them what I have if I don`t have, recommend other brand.

stop here for the time being, yea! tomorrow school reopens!! haha, (not my business) haha, happy schooling!! =D HehEhe!

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show...
oh.. I know you want to hear me speak
but I'm afraid that if i start to
I'll never stop!! =D

I want you to know you belong in my LIFE
I love the HOPE i see in your eyes
For you I will fly
at least I could try!

2005-12-17T08:57:00.000+08:00

yea, got my pay!! $187.50 -_-'''.. haha, but better than nothing. got abit of $ in my pocket can le. Hmmm... I'm working at J.P COURTS, quite happy down there. As my terms with other promoter are getting better each day, we helped each other to do things. We talk together, we drink Kopi or Teh together, we go break (secretly) haha. We look at customer thinking that they might buy the whole COURTS as they are looking at every items BUT they didn`t. Most of the days, I work with a happy mood. well, hopefully there isn`t anything to ruin my mood. haha, if sales are good! double up my mood! nothing much happens nowadays. busy working but neglected my friends. So Long didn`t sms that 'Wenwen', wonder how's she doing at that new restaurant? HmMm... (thinking)............... Wenwen ar!! aiya! Miss ya alot. It's been er.. hw many months since i saw ya. 3 quarter of e mth only, haha.. not even a month but still feel like seeing ya. If i see ya, i don`t know how to open my mouth and talk to ya. -.-

well, type till here! gonna watch morning cartoons! hehex!

2005-12-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Got sacked off from this job, e company was quite unfair to me. I worked so hard at the expo, after that went to outlets. There are 5 outlets which have a special event going on, my outlet was at Causeway Point for 2 days as training. So during these 2 days, i was teamed up with 2 other promoters so 3 promoters there. Causeway point crowd is alittle not so good compared to e other 4 outlets. So my grp. sold 1 set for each day, other outlet sold 3 - 4. So from there, they determined I didn`t do well. On mon, i went to attend half of e training, and they called me in. ASked me whether i think i suit this job, all those bullshit. after that, they asked me if i really want to work there, i told them , i won`t, i told them since they have e intention to ask me leave, y not just be straightforward alittle and ask me leave. so I leave, this coming tues, will get my pay. abt close to $200, i worked 3 full days 1 half day. damn tiring! 10-12+ hrs per for e full day. I really wish to give them e finger, and get out of there but again! we have to maintain our cool. =D haha, Now I'm dealing with household appliances at J.P COURTS. today is my 1st day there, quite bored. listening to Techno there, COURTS everyday techno.. some of my previous colleagues will there too. managed to catch up with them alittle, I'm in charge of a brand, so there's also other promoter in charge of other brands. So other promoters, they know each other already. So I'm new, they all give me that freak Look! i really want to give them a finger or just do something pissed off. I been very polite, i smile to them. I try not to snatch customer, not to badtalk their product,etc. They still, haizz.. somemore, i work here.. basic salary $900 a month. 8.5 hrs a day, 6 day per week. It's like $4.30/hr, haven`t add up commission. Commission i have a target to hit, 12k - 15k.. but today 1st day. My product really sux, other brands got 12 blenders i only have 3 nia! My sales rep. said next week will put in new stock and asked me to relax. He said, next week then can do more sales, then this week i do shit lor. today, I sold 1 Iron .. 1!! others at least 5 or 6 items, i 1 only.. and I never check, i just sell and go to cashier. HOPEFULLY! nothing wrong! =P heex, my pay is only $4.30/hr alot of people asked me to quit, but didn`t want to. I think again, we must be profession, cannot quit halfway. People already do everything for us, we can`t just quit de. So i will continue! I believe, everyday is not a unlucky day for me!! =P I work till shit, i got $4,30/hr, logically, I'm working shit!! , tiRING! tomorrow still have to work! can`t wait for 20th dec! Woo!! confirm will OFF, no matter wat shit event is up! =D Nitex! everyone, thnx for viewing! LONG STORY!

2005-12-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

today, went to Expo to work in the health exhibition for a eyecare product which cost $500+.. 12.5 hours there, talking, learn from the product. Serve customer, do 'daring' work. How I wish times passed fast there, after that My boss told me, i will be posted to Causeway tomorrow. And heard that e person-in-charge in Causeway is very strict, very 'on' towards SALES.. Wish me luck, but anyway, i don`t think he will do anything bad after all I'm new and I just need to see his face for 2 days 11 hours straight, there IS!

After the Expo, 9am to 9pm.. I took a pick-up which belongs to my friend's dad. When we reached somewhere in e middle, his dad need to change tyre, so we waited suddenly rains! we took cardboards and cover ourselves. haha, very *embarassing.. cover the body like cardboards, people in e car laughed at us. haha anyway, I love the windy part, totally great! but i think I gonna catch a cold, so i took medicines just in case. Tomorrow need to wait at causeway, hopefully e person-in-charge is a good person.. haha, super tired today.. Legs gonna break soon, tomorrow morning need to wait up early to study the sales notes,etc.. *SIGH.. This is a working world!.. >.<, I think my Mom is gonna be lonely, hope she will find something to do during this weekends, I felt so sorry, i couldn`t accompany her.. =(

2005-11-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

*hard to get a job now, can`t even get a reply from any of the interviews I went. Mostly of them says they will call me but up to now still no replies yet. Well, anyway, 1st Dec is coming, no idea what is ahead. Hopefully, start of the new month, start of a good things!

Quite Disappointing today, 1 of my friend is talking about Love life now. So think again, Love LIFE? Do I really have one now?? no, i guess. I have lots of friends who cares about me, fun with me. haha, great! but still we can`t throw e word 'LOVE' away. We,Humans are emotional attached. I heard a phrase from a movie, it's says 'it is remarkable how similar the pattern of love is to the pattern of insanity'. He is trying to say that love can drive people to insanity, maybe it is? but I call this 'hypocritical bullshit'. If you are in love, definitely u will do anythin for you loved one, how can u bear to stand and watch him die?. but drive people to insanity? it depends on how people think about it. If both parties are in love, they are definitely willing to do anything for each party. If 1 is in love with him/her, another is not, that will force 1 of them to do something which really drives them to insanity. so we must control, we must know what is right or wrong, we shouldn`t assume that we are right or wrong. We should KNOW whether we are or we aren`t.

LOVE, when people treats me real good(ladies), I might mistaken it as their love to me but after a short thought, I know i shouldn`t assume it! She loves me,yes she loves, She don`t, no! she don`t love. that's it! If u assume, she loves you. U did something very uncomfortable towards her, [I tell you!!] hoho..your friendship might be over! and that's it. some couples after they break off they remains as enemies. really bad for them, together for lots of happy moments, now have to end up in this status. *sigh!

Long time didn`t blog about something like these, well, I'm a human with emotional attached. ha, anyone who viewed my blog. That's just my comments, nothing else. Just a thought in my mind, after all this is my blog. Whether you like or not?, haha, it's still my blog. hehex! (No Offence) =)) just some comments ba and some thoughts which lies in me or maybe i watched too much Love stories le? haha =D

So late, 1 of my primary school friend is still having supper now! 12.30A.M.. aiyo bad for health ar!! =PpP

It's wednesday now! haha, yea it is. hopefully, I will get gd news for jobs interview later on! muhaha* TaKe gOoD care during this season!

2005-11-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

yea! O's level are gone! Everything went alright.. Grad. nite, although alittle regretted for not spending most of my time with my friends but managed to make it up alittle by joining them to Sentosa on Friday! Well, after grad. nite I'm felt really LOST, out of words, do not know what to do. can`t bear to leave everything, anyone.. Well, people always said this is a new chapter of life, to me this is just like e new paragraph in my entire composition. Whereby, it all links together, from e past to the future.

After O's, it's really something that makes me really sad. NO idea what to do, esp. on thurs, the whole day I was really depressed, tried to sleep but didn`t dare to. Feel that whatever I did was like wasting time! I was still wondering, why am I wasting so much time? Or isit time flies? slowly, I began to feel that time is really FAST, REAL FAST. I might be spending lots of time typing all this, I might spend dunno how long to sleep although i felt like I was sleeping for only an hour? This is LIFE!

Last year, after N'level, I never felt like this. I was like, 'yea, I will definitely do well and go to Sec 5. no worries' then, I did! this year, is like didn`t bear to leave everything off. I just wish time stop for awhile, I just wish to see time stop. Hardly I will find time is moving slow, unless I'm doing something I disliked but still time is moving fast. Last year, I took up a job alone! but last year, I didn`t feel that bad. I felt like great! I have a job. This year, I felt the other way, I felt that I can`t do e same old thing like last year, working alone. Same routine here and there, no people to talk to, really sick! So this shows, I getting more social, somehow, I will miss my friends but whenever I do really miss them, I will look at my families members and told myself, I'm not alone. No matter what happen, my family members are always with me.

TODAY, well, went to my Grandma house. have a great feast, cooked by my wonderful MOM! YUMMY! Then, we chat awhile, it's been a long time e whole family settle down have dinner. We talked abt the food, e taste, the olden days My dad went to NS compared to the NS now. Everything and anything we can, talk about job, about future. haha, really GREAT! Miss my Grandma too!! although, we might have some communication barrier but still I miss them! I wish I will give them something nice during their next birthday! After that got home, quickly head to the toilet. haha, stomachache* recieved some letters, 1 is a bill another is Bursary! oh man! few years back, i got top 10 position in lvl. I got e scholarship, this time round i got 9th in the level, they issued me Bursary.. disappointed, could be e cause of low population in sec 5s? because it stated 10% goes to scholarship, 25% is bursary. Bursary need to have $3k household income and below. wherelse, Scholarship straight away get the $. anyway, hopefully I can apply for it. now close to 2am, [someone very riCH! can 'on' the computer till tomorrow!] dunno is WHO! ******!! RICH!! =D

Anyway, gonna end here soon. Thanks for viewing my blog. hmmm.. [have anyone has a dream that you were so sure it is real?] can someone answer me??

[OH YA!! MONA LISA IS A MUSIC in a Movie Soundtrack! Not girls name!! HAIYO!! There's nothing between us also, aiyoyo!! all those, i call that bullshit!.. but i admit i like her! alright!! ] <-- this msg is to display for YOU!! MISSY..

2005-10-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

Believe, someone told you something. Someone said, 'YOU! YOU ARE NOT THE ONE! YOU AREN`T' If U believe u are, and u will be. So Believe in what you do, everything IS possible. What is real? something you can feel? you can see? smell? real? I really dunno. What is Dream? A reality? Dream might be a reality? You never know you are dreaming now while you are reading this? I think I might be dreaming now while typing this.........

2005-10-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

*SIGH.. Went to see a Doctor today, I've been to the clinic for so many times that I supposed the nurses and doctors knows me well. Same old thing, common illness. Just that I have lots of Ulcers, at least 5.. Doctor even counted the number of ulcers I had. I applied some gel onto it but then it don`t really helps, and I bought that during my last visit to the clinic. So I decided to visit the doctor again for new prescription, and O'level is coming, AND nowadays so much diseases spreading around. Better be SAFE than SORRY. Doctor said, 'I'm fine, ask me to take gd care' I felt a little chest pain when I was waiting. So I told the Doctor, she Said 'your lungs are perfectly well' could be my flu. I have flu whenever it feels like, the Doctor, said I'm weak. So judging from the previous record, she said I'm lack of Vitamins, so she gave me vitamins tablets. Maybe I do lack of vitamins, during the sept. holidays I have a slight sore thoart so I bought the Lozenges which included vitamins 100. After taking it, I felt better and energetic. So after that, didn`t really take. As my thoart is getting better, so didn`t bother it too much. SO BORED, EVERYDAY STUDY. STUDY.. Just don`t have the mood, hmmm.. BYEBYE =D Medicine TIME ='( I have to take 6 medicine.. I had to seize a opportunity to steal biscuits before having my medicines because IT SAYS 'TAKE IMMEDIATELY WITH OR AFTER FOOD' so I must steal biscuits, and My Mom don`t allow me to take snacks during night time.. so OFF TO MY MISSION! BYEZz =P

2005-10-02T02:48:00.000+08:00

O'level is around the corner, My mood for studying is still not there, e inspiration, everything!. All I'm thinking was, what will I do after O'level. Definitely Work, but what type of job? And I kept thinking how I gonna spend my Salary, haha, on 'dolling' up my hair? change a new spects frame? get a White/purple/blue Baby-G watch(advertised by TWINS!)? Get myself nice clothes? shoes? new handphone? new Mp3 player? TWINS MUSIC CDS? So many things, If I have 10,000, that should be enough. haha, wait long! =P Unless I strike a lottery. Somemore, I save more than I spent, My family are not very rich, so I'm pleased that I have enough food to survive, Internet,games,entertainment. The $ I have in school, I really can`t save much. Unless I starve myself, then I can save alot of money within a week. But then, I won`t do that, hungry? Eat lor, but never over do it. So, i only save 1/3 of the money I have for school, that's really less. (HINT just nice to buy a BIG PAU) u can imagine, I have. Usually, My mom will gave me a range of money and it's always more. So it's up to me, how I gonna spend it so I usually, take less.

O'level!! Prelims, some people Aim for 5Cs, like Cars,career,condo,etc.. I got 5Cs for my prelims.
I got 4 C5 for my prelim, I supposed. Chinese, Sci,POA?, ENG?(not yet for e full paper).. *SIGH.. like what every teacher said to me, 'PASSING IS NOT A PROBLEM! EDWIN!' ya, I pass, SO? 6 C6 grades, L1 R5, 35 points, where can I go after my sec. school life?.. I MUST STUDY SMART! STUDY STUDY STUDY! 1 month left, I must really prepare a Calender and circle down how many days I left.. ='(

Hmmm.. I love this young lady/actress, firstly, I love her voice, so unique(sounds like a man) that's what I called U-N-I-Q-U-E, Loving it! Secondly, she has a cute little face, so cute when she's frustrated or happy, really really nice. I just love to catch her shows, especially, seeing how she reacts, and also her voice. Oh ya, Wanna see her? Catch her on Channel U,9pm, every Saturday. STAY TUNE! I love shows like these, mostly stories written by 'Jing Yong' I love it, I love to 'Shen Diao Xia Nu' ' Tian Long Ba Pu' 'She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan' 'Yi Tian Tu Long Ji' ,etc. Sorry if I spelled wrongly, not very good in it. NICE show, do stay tune!

Another picture of HER ^-^, she look so cool.. *-*

HERE COMES!!

THE BEST AMONG THE BEST!!

ThEY ARE TWINS!

Hahaha!! Love their shows,songs,concert, characters! EVERYTHING! They attracted my attention when they acted in e Monkey Sutra show, Ah Sa(Charlene) acted as Zi Lan, Ah Gill (Gillian) acted as Zi Wei. Both are Fairies, very nice! Then, slowly I logged into the net and find out more about them. Joined a fanclub, know alot of things about them, Character,etc. Got alot of pictures from my classmates, my friends will always say 'Twins Siao' =D I saw them thrice! And this 3 times, I tried to take pictures of them but I failed to do so, all my pictures are BLUR. Never mind, next time they come, I will bring a big camera, confirm I will take a very Clear picture. heez, oh ya, If I'm not wrong, Sunday 2nd of Oct. Channel U,9 Pm 'Qian Ji Bian' 1 of their action movies, I watched it lots of time because that's e first movie I saw them. Then, slowly, I bought alot of VCDs/DVDs. AND also Music CDs, recently is the 'SAMBA QUEEN'. VERY NICE, I love all their songs.. MUST BUY!!

I REALLY LOVE THIS PIC!

Haha, This is the picture where they have their MP3 promotion in Taiwan(if I'm not wrong).

These pictures are copyrighted 2005 reserved.

2005-09-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, Preliminary Examination is over!! but the result always gave us a huge disappointment. seriously, I think I don`t really do well for my Prelims, all I can say is last min work. Everyday I spent about 2-4 hrs of revision, even though there is exam e following day. Therefore, I didn`t really increase my time for revision even there's exam or test on e following day, no choice got schooling and all the exams' day are squeezed into 1 whole week. We have a average of 2 papers per day, and it ended so late. When we got home, it's already in the afternoon. get some nap,food,alittle of entertainment & it's night time. That's exam..

hmmmm.. results. some sub, really surprised me. some really disappointed. Subject which really surprised me are Social Studies, haha.. did quite well for that, for the first time i got 34/50. *CLAP*, I did quite well for my Structured qns, but just nice for my source-based.Somehow, I can remember everyday abt e Structured qns. It kept flashing in my mind. I think that's e only sub which surprised me.haha, e rest, geography i got 40%, combined humanities, a C6 grade for me. Then, for chinese, paper 2 i failed, e rest of e papers I did quite alright so got a C5. Science, Science, I have no idea what I'm doing! My Physics gone case! paper 4, Practical, 3 marks only! paper 2, pass by a few marks more, MCQ, also e same case. Now I need 26 marks for my Chemistry paper 3, in order to get a pass grade C6. I do not know what I'm doing for my Physics!. Accounts, MCQ, another gone case, 55% for MCQ. *SIGH* Paper 2, haiz, miracle?.
Then, for Maths. Luckily, managed to get an A2 for it. Careless mark for both papers, esp. paper 2. Paper 1, did very badly a Low A2, for paper 2 a low A1. so average both marks, is a middle A2. *SIGH*.. CARELESS! 10 marks gone.

Today, I'm lying down on my bed for a few awhile, I could feel that my head is spinning around. Very Dizzy, when I stood up and revise a bit of Physics. Somehow, I don`t feel dizzy. Must I do work? so I won`t fall sick?, never I will like that. I rather relax more, but then i realised that the more i tend to relax myself, e more ill i got. I don`t want to be a workaholic! haha.

I happened to witness a something, which is, hmmm.. during recess, a guy borrowed money from someone, and that 'someone' is willing to lend him money. After recess, in class, that 'someone' was talking to e others due to some matters, and that 'guy' was not very pleased with his words, and scolded him very rudely. So I heard it somehow, and I felt that, people are willing to borrow money to you, and u should thankful to him. And somemore, that matter wasn`t really serious, it's some sort of telling us not to do something which is wrong. That 'guy' objected, saying that must do the opposite way(which's e bad way). *sigh* that's him, wonder how he gonna survived in e society. People told us something, whether we feel it's right or wrong, u should not make much noise. Even if u are doing e 'bad way', all the more u should keep quiet, what's e 'show-off' to tell everyone that you're doing the other way. Different people have different characteristic, i supposed. But characteristic can be changed, rather become a nice gentleman than becoming a person who's people dislikes. [That's my opinion, no offense, that's me, Love to say something which didn`t really concern me much. haha, but I just felt it's not wrong] Although, we humans are not 100% good personalities, but at least a 75%..

Tired!! 1am, better get some sleep. I been taking a short nap during classes, esp. change of periods.haha, although is about 10 mins sleep, quite worth it. After that, I felt more energetic. =D haha.Good NIGHT everyone!

Oh ya, Sorry for that =P I didn`t do it on purpose. U won`t be so petty not to forgive me ? I supposed. 'Da ren you Da Liang' 'Yuan Liang wo ba.' =D
P.S Thanks for your suggestions!

2005-09-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

HmmMm.. quite free, waiting for something to start, so quickly blog today. hmmm.. today morning and yesterday night, i have a very weird and NICE dream. I just love this dream, hope i can continue dreaming tonight. Before that, hmmm.. e day b4 yesterday Friday, now is 12.13am considered Sunday. Fri went to Bras Besah, nice shopping place, quite authentic, lots of old books sold dw there. When I walked into a bookshop, was amused by e books 'smell' they produced.(quite a while, didn`t get this smell) =D and they have a few 'music' shops, bought a very nice pick there. transparent pick, 1.00mm.. walked ard, waiting for e who lor! buying GOLDEN PAPERS to do GOLDEN TICKETS. Took so long.. i waited for dunno, how long. Went to e new library, 15 storeys, and nothing.. at e first 7 storey, i supposed. all like drama room,etc,etc walked up and dwn e escalator, headache!haha, took e lift. like going to theme park, haha from 10th storey to 3rd storey.. after that Ms Panda bought her GOLDEN PAPERS, head back home, then saw Isaac again, haha. we took e train together, he went Orchard, i went to City Hall. When Miss Panda and I took e train back, we saw Isaac again. LOL, coincidence!

k now for my DREAM. Firstly, hmmm.. let me remember, I dream of I'm a warrior? or a dragon-descendent? I dunno, all i know I have to protect a grp of people. Then, I only see alot of people, fighting, all wearing those dunno how many centuries ago clothing. Robes, all this. I was talking to someone ard, then i remembered I was standing near a bed and it's late at night. There's a lady sitting near e bed, I think i was instructed to protect her ba, so out of dunno what, i carried her onto e bed, she was quite light, I felt that i was carrying a young child. Then, for no reason, I carried her and hugged her tightly in my arms. She looked at me in my eyes, i looked at her AND I even kissed her. (MUHAHA) She was beautiful, haha, seen her in before, either in a show or when I'm walking on e streets. That Moment was, haha. like very dramatic, and it felt so real. although, is a very short moment. But I could somehow felt it, then after that i was blacked out, think i felt asleep in my dream.My younger bro. play MAPLESTORY SO LOUDLY!! and WOKE ME UP ALITTLE!! I so annoyed by e music!. I couldn`t get back to slp for a moment as I was thinking abt that Lady, think she's roughly my age or younger. I moved to another rm and get back to slp. Then, slowly I dreamt back to NPCC somehow. haha, dunno for what training, it's on thurs,fri and sat. so that day I slept is Fri, after that should be Sat. I was having my training, as usual (LEFT LEFT LEFT RIGHT).. Then, somehow, i went back home. and told my mom I have training on sat too. So in my dream, sat got training. in real life, sat. I'm slping. so in my dream, I was thinking Oh!! I got training on sat, Why Am i still sleeping. could be because before e NPCC dream i woke up awhile, so more or less i realised that I'm sleeping. (very confused?) then, I was worked up that I might late for training, pop! I woke up from my slp again. haha, then I woke up, heard e computer sound again! my younger bro. playing some sort of shooting game, NOISY!! ARGH!! then, i pushed e fan and make it produced a loud noise. then, I have alittle peace to sleep, then i went to slp. previous after my 1st dream, i checked e time it was 8.36am.. I went back to sleep again, have a 3rd dream. this dream is very fast,in my dream, i woke up from my sleep and looked at e time and found out that it was actually 6am in e morning. I was so confused, I said to myself, i thought I woke up at 8am+ y now still 6am? haha. then because this confusion i woke up, then continued to sleep and rest till 12pm. ha, like that. *haiz, If we can control ourselves in our dreams. wah!! I will do alot of things that I don`t and wish to do! haha, I will *hmmm.. I will first try to get out of e house and do silly things. haha, think too much! hopefully tonight! I will have my dream again, hmmm.. today's dream some parts I just can`t recalled!! *I warned my bro. not to switch on e music, in e morning when I'm slping.. LOL *hEEZ!

2005-08-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

finally, k la give u face. Ms Panda. I update.. *SIGH.. stressing nowadays, tis weekends. I relaxed abit. last weekends, study 8hrs on sat, 7hrs+ for sun. This weekends, got passing out parade yesterday till 2pm. so was kind of tired.Didn`t have the energy to study, quite tiring. went to sleep in the afternoon till night, then night watch TV awhile do abit of maths paper. then watch TV till 12, then slp fall asleep while watching TV. 12+ woke up, check hp.. smsing. Today, i woke up, bodyache. could be yesterday basketball, soccer.. then in e afternoon, i was left alone at home. and today, i went and collect e photos i took on during national day. i took 24, 7 came out. and 1 of them is TWINS pic(not very clear) 6 of e pics are fireworks. 1 of e firework is really cool! i tried to take pics of e stars and e moon together with e butterfly thingy. but all e pics i took on them are cannot be printed out. all are white when i looked at e film. some people say, u are unable to take e pic of e moon. hmmm.. not sure abt that.

hmmm.. come to suddenly sad.firstly, few days ago. heard from my mom that. My dad's sister youngest daughter. which is my cousin, we are not blood-related but are related.. I heard from my mom that she got brain tumour. she gonna have operation tomorrow. I'm praying hard for her that nothing is gonna happen to her! =( *SIGH*..
It's has been a long time since i met her, she's a few years younger than me 15 or 16 yr old, not very sure everything i asked her age, she don`t want to tell me. e last time i see her, was on her elder's sister wedding dinner. few months ago, i supposed or 6 mths. I'm very sad for her. REALLY. such a young age, I will visit her soon, my uncles and aunt had visited her today, she cried. think she might be alittle disappointed as i didn`t visit her ba. so long didn`t see her. miss her alittle. HOPE SHE'S DOING GREAT! and NOTHING happens to her! NOTHING! I'm praying hard for her!.. =

shall end here*.. thanks for viewing.. night everyone.

2005-08-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

[ Can I ask Both of Us(You and I) a Question? If given a chance then both of us will say something to each other from the bottom of our heart. What will you say to me? And What will i say to you? Will we say the same things? Or we won`t? ]

At first, when I see ya, I feel happy! Feel that My world is full of sunlight, hope.. now e more i see ya, the more I want to know you more by talking to you. First, when I msg you, I'm so happy, everyday I'm waiting for your sms, regardless of what qns or matters u talked about. I just love to see your msg in my inbox. Now, the more i see your msg, the more I wish I can reply you something sweet. And sometimes, I have no idea how to reply and I always tried to sms ya so that I'm able to know ya more. Have I fall in love for you? Or I just mistook your care and pretend that it's your love?..

Forget about all this, aiya. I feel that I'm writing Love story script. ok back to e happenings! utterly Disappointed In my O'level Chinese results! a C5 and a merit for my oral.! I have to attend chinese classes again, do everything over and over again. Tomorrow is my English Oral, hopefully I can do well. I will try to put my 101% into it, if not at least 100%.. =P I just afraid of the picture discussion. I can`t hardly talk much about a picture, so! Hopefully, tomorrow all my ideas rushed into mind just like a speed of light 3X108 MS-1.haha! Wish me luck! After witnessing my results, I have no choice but to work extremely hard for it! *sigh! WORK HARD!! There's no such thing as second chance forever! If I'm given a 2nd chance, must grab it now! so it's e best u put in your every best in everything u do! 2nd chance don`t come by easily! STUDY smartly! =P so study smartly everyone. haha, k la, gonna bathe then study. till dinner time. Happy studying everyone! it's best tt u enjoy it then u are forced into it. So start your fav. sub first, then followed by least sub. by starting fav. sub, u will feel better, as u doing something u enjoyed, then u will continued your spirit. Just a advise =P, I'm not a expert.

2005-08-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! Today is the National Day and Singapore's 40th Birthday. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY To SINGAPORE!"

Today, I went to Yishun, mainly is to watch TWINS.. wahaha! brought a ultra Zoom in camera, zoom up 160, dunno what's the number for. I reached there at 5.30pm, looking ard searching for the BIG field. Before that, went to Northpoint and shop awhile, buy films for my camera. Digital camera, e zooming is not that good. Developed pictures are usually clearer, and nicer :D Northpoint was very crowded, walked around. seeing, then after that headed to the Big field at Yishun. I walked to the stage area, they fenced up the whole place. The space in front of the stage, about 100metres+ from e stage, they placed lots of chairs for the VIPs and guest. Roughly about a few hundreds of chairs, so this shows that we can`t stand at e center, so I headed to the right side and stood down there. From 5.45pm, i stood down there, watching the big screen there, watching e Parade at Padang Stadium. 3 MC are there, Mark Lee, Michelle and dunno who. haha, listen to them talk talk. Watching e parade, and some performance. haha, There's one performance i really like it, lots of young childrens below the age of 6, will singing and doing a short dance. Love it so much! When it drews near to night time, performance started, a few instrument played. and two band from 2 different school, Anderson and Changkat? (i think so) after that, e 5 airplane flew over from Padang to somewhere then to Yishun.. After that flying butterflies(remoted) also flew down to Yishun, I quickly took some pics of it. and managed to capture a photo of a star and the butterflies. After that, Fireworks! Woohoo!! Grand Finale, i supposed. Fireworks are so cool! It comes in 2 rds, really nice. I took quite a few pictures of it, I was standing by, waiting for e best part of e Fireworks. heez, when e pics developed then u will know how Profession I AM. After e fireworks, tanks will come over to Yishun. And also National Day celebration's over that time. But Mark Lee said 'The Night is still young!' more to go! HongKong Celebrities! haha, that's e part I've been hoping for. So after that a few people went off, so i managed to squeeze to e front, I saw a grp of people, rushed near to the stage. Then, some people saw it, thinks that it's not fair so they climbed over the fence. When I saw that, i also quickly climbed (MATRIX), haha, I climbed over it with style =D, 1 slight jump will do. After i climbed over it, e person-in-charge, stopped the person behind me. (HENG) haha, TWINS CAME! haha, all 'chiong' i quickly snapped alot of photos, just whack! Whack till i used up all my films! everyone ard me is using Digital Camera, I see them, wah.. So lag, when they all are taking the photos. So laggy, luckily mine is not. haha, i sneak here and there. Alot of people pushing me, so i was kind of pissed off. There's a uncle near me, he's with his family members, he said 'all these people!.. better go,blah blah.." haha.. I think i pushed him accidentally and somemore, i gave a pissed off look. He also angry ba, i supposed. =P Twins sang 2 songs, first is Jian Xi Ai shen, followed by Xing Guang you le yuan. I recorded down e 2nd song. 1st song, busy taking photos of them, 2nd song, I ran out of films, so recorded down with my mp3 player, quite clear, their voice, even can hear Ah Sa saying 'hello' to us! haha, she waved to me(or person behind).haha, Ah Gill wore so sexy, *drools* O_O! haha. So NICE! After that, they went off. *SAD* then, I was suffering Backache, headache and stomachahe(hungry). Stood too long, blood didn`t flow through my body smoothly. Couldn`t wait for Tanya and Nic. Tse, quickly head straight home! I told my mom, I will be back at 10pm+ so, we muz honour our words, =) . reached home, tiring. watching the news, still quite excited about the event. But was really tired, till no feeling about anything. Hopefully, tonight I could dream of Ah gill and Ah Sa.. =P I dreamt of them twice in my life. Tonight, will be thrice.. hopefully. haha, oh ya, alot of girls kept looking at me, as though, I'm got something in my face. haha, maybe i looked at them? But I don`t look at them, once or twice enough le. They like alot of times, different people looked at me like few times, purposely turned their head just to look at me, as though I have problems with my appearance or dressing. I wore a red Jersey, pants, with a bag. Nothing wrong mah, aiyo! AND, I reached there alone, in e big field all my friends dunno too excited gone where, ended up I went home alone. They all cannot take it, all go home first.

*YAWN* Tiring! I gonna take medicine first, then head to sleep now. heez, typed alot of things, if i have errors on some words, Sorry, not concentrating. haha, tired. ^0^ NIGHT everyone!

2005-08-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today, just watched STEALTH.. *woohOo* A Nice show! STEALTH.. It's mainly abot 3 Navy Air Force pilot. They are chosen out of 400 pilots, considered they are the best Pilots. They go through lots of missions. One day, a aircraft nicknamed 'EDI'. It's automatically, remoted. no one controls it, it moves itself, it have feelings/thinking. They undergo a mission, with 'EDI' journey, back he got a sudden lightning strike, and he's gone haywire. He started to listen to people's conversation and conclude itself what's right or wrong. On their 2nd Mission, it disobey orders and... U See yourself. haha, and e 3 pilots have a HARD time stopping it! Last part is e best! =P e last sentence, before e show ended! Cool, when u watched it, u knew it!.

=D, STEALTH .. heez, still got some movies haven`t watch yet. no TIME AND no $.. heez. if no choice, borrowed CDs.. haha. k la, very tiring today.. gonna watch Spiderman 2 =) .. tomorrow, still need to attend school. for a few hrs.. bo liao! waste time! >_<

2005-08-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

[Please grant me strength LORD, let us overcome all this together.
PLEASE GRANT US STRENGTH,CONFIDENCE To OVERCOME ALL this Difficulties together, We must not fear, we must stand up!

May those PEOPLE got their suffering.We have to stand strong.]

Bullies will always bully people who are weak, well, I don`t get bully but I don`t like to see people who are close to me, got bullied by other people. All they know is bully the weak and kept banging on them, no matter what reasons. We don`t encourage violence, we talk to them nicely, make friends but again and again they bullied us. I really sad, I'm helpless, if I stand up for them. They will feel angry and pick them more. [I need miracle from you] I try to forgive and forget but they don`t really want to forgive and forget. I rather be forever friends than be forever enemies. I'm really helpless... Anyone can u help me? ( I don`t get bullied because I have lot of friends helping me, regardless of what happens.) But not many people are as social as me. It's hurt to see people who are close to me, get bullied.. Off for Dinner, Thanks everyone for viewing my blog. I was just trying to say something, which is been hiding in my heart for a time. I forced it out today!. and Forget it by tomorrow =D. (no hatred in me, Forgive and Forget leads to a happy day) =P

2005-08-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

I been sighing again and again..(HAPPY THINGS FIRST) Yesterday, Soccer match between 5/1 and 5/2. 20 players altogether, and total score is 9-8! 5/2 very lucky =P haha, managed to score a goal before e game ends, 1 min before e game ends and it's a draw. During e extra time, a freekick, and they scored again. LUCKY =PpP! haha, Although we lost, but we still have lots of fun. Doesn`t matter we win or lose, everyone just felt great. haha, and we are dead-beat and we suffered lots of interal and external injuries. All e injuries, we got, we will definitely remember who caused it.. GREAT MATCH! hope we can have another one soon..

Sigh.. [People asked, why u love her instead of me?] my answers to you is..

(LOVE, Love is e answer) [Can u tell me e reasons why she's better than me?] e reason is also LOVE.

All I can say is Love, that's my answer. Love leads me to truly like someone, it brings me to YOU.
But Study comes first, no hard thinking about that.
Like i said to ya, Study comes first for e time being. =) Appreciate your doings, REALLY.. =)

2005-07-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

*SIGH* SICK ><, illness just comes and goes. Few days ago, I have mouth ulcers, 2.. then i bought some medicine and applied onto it. So Slowly, it gets better and better. Then, today my i have sorethroat, hurting me.. Finally, today managed to reach home early. 5pm, earliest of this week is 5pm. haha, *TIRING* wanna take my short nap soon. no mood to blog much, tomorrow still have Priniciple Of Accounts Test.. =( I can`t enjoy the good food!..

[Tell me,What's it gonna take I'm running out of prayers,
Lord Can't You see I'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging You please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from You]

I really need a miracle from you.. *SIGH*..

2005-07-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

awww.. today, woke up at 5am, wanted to study but didn`t! I'm getting lazy and lazy, haha, no mood for anything. very tiring, school ends late, everyday i reach home at 6pm+. got remedial, test or CCAs either one. CCAs don`t really take much time as it's not everyday affairs. Wherelse, test, remedial.. Teachers absent and wanna make up. Tues & Thurs, early released but we still have test and remedial and it all end later than 2.50pm. We can`t take it, unless we drink coffee everyday. haha, yea! today, 5am woke up, check hp then suddenly could hear thunder and raindrops. a heavy one, so i planned to sleep for extra 10 mins. haha, very cooling, great feeling. Then, after that wanna changed route, so i took 67 usually there's raining i will take LRT. So changed route 67 as i wanna meet up with her, but ended up i made a wrong choice, instead she took LRT. ha, nvm, then there's a tree blocking the road near teck whye. there's a huge traffic jam, 6.44am i boarded e bus happily, 7.20am, it's still at teckwhye. The Bus conductor at e teck whye bus-stop told him to change another route, so he did. at about 8.05am, i reached e nearest bus-stop to my school. in this 1 hr+ journey, it was very cold and I wanna go to e toilet! URGENT! >< i cannot take it, when i saw some of my frenz still at e bus-stop. I quickly walked to school first, haha.. too urgent, i walked in, and straight away TO THE TOILET! =) haha, phew! i headed back to class, and e maths test abt to start. so fast!, just reached then test. too cold to do e test, just anyhow do i doubt i will do well. Today, we have a few free peroids, we was playing some games, haha, murderer,etc.. =PpP nothing much also, at first was great, then after that it gets bored. AND SHE NEVER JOIN US. ! haha, =P k, gonna sign off. *Geography test!* FAIL CALL PARENTS....

2005-07-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

today, i heard something which makes me felt alittle sad and happy. Well, i heard that you are attached. Well, happy because I finally know the 50% of my answer, sad because I just felt sad. But not really very sad, as I don`t crave too much hope for this, just let everything be natural. I just cherish all the time we had together. Every moment, I already glad with that. And usually, i just let things be natural. What yours is yours, what yours can never be yours. *sigh* even though, it's a wild guess by my fren, well, a guess could be true. But then whether it is or is not, we have to face it anyway.

Yesterday, we have a new bunny in town! Pimento(nt sure whether i spelled it correctly) well, a volunteer from HRSS, Karen and Tom came down and brought Pimento with us. Penminto is a young rabbit looks roughly about 1-2 years old. White colour fur like a normal bunny, nothing unique but he's super active. Usually, new bunnies came in, they will try to hide into the cage. Wherelse, Pimento love to hop around the cage, ran about e cage, eats alot. He love to play with us, haha, when u touched him, he will move away and use its mouth and lick your fingers or if you are unlucky a bite for ya! haha, but he's just so active, maybe unsterilsed bunnies are just hyper active. Karen showed us some pics of Penminto AND some pics regarding a school! XXXXXXXX Secondary School, well, I keep low profile about it, if ya want to know ask me then. This school has been found renting of bunnies! Karen went down to check e condition, she recieved a complaint by someone. So she went down, took some pics, a bunny stood at e drain around, it's so skinny, i could even blood stains on it's feet. Karen even told us after a few weeks, they went back, that bunny is gone. Really pity them, and Karen managed to find something important. You might get really angry if u see this, but pls maintain, we can`t do anything. Ok, here goes! A POSTER stated, Bunnies for rent! Members $0.50,Non-Members $1 per day! Weekends, Members $3, Non-Members $4, and etc etc. Sale of Bunnies for members only $20. And they breed the bunnies! They squeezed 6 bunnies into a cage! they don`t give the baby bunnies milk or wat, they give them nothing! Not even a single hay i spotted out of all the pictures. All i saw is their own poos, and all the urine. Really pity those bunnies, ..... can`t believe my own eyes what i saw. *let's pray hard that e HRSS will do something to get rid of this act* as an animal-lover it's hurt to see this thing happens!..

2005-07-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. quick day for me! well, firstly, i would like to say i have finally, drawn a 50% conclusion that I had misunderstood your care for your love. I just have e feeling that I really did misunderstood, well the other 50% of my conclusion comes from you. Only U can help me decide whether I'm right or wrong. =P well, whatever answer u have, I'm fine with it. Love Life is just needs two parties who are willing. No matter how much hard work i put in, it still no use because this kind of thing is not like studying or taking exam (hardwork paids off), it's totally different, it needs two person hearts. Aiya, Why Am I saying all this? I think too much le.

Back to today, Went to Jurong East, wanted to buy an earphone but was deciding which brand to buy. As Exams are coming =P so need to have a gd earphone to accompany me while I'm studying. Great Music Effect, Great study Spirit. haha, but not enough $, a headphone might mess up my hair and it's not very convient to bring a big headphone around. oh ya, haha.. went to Jurong Library, Mr.Isaac says two nanyang girls looking at me, wahaha, crazy, they muz be looking at him, i supposed! haha. borrowed some comics back, nothing to do over there. Most of my fav. bks are on loan. After that went to Cd-Rama checked earphone, haha, a schoolgirl walked pass me and smiled at me directly at me. There's no one behind nor beside me, haha, i returned my smile to her. wakaka, quite pretty =P I remembered there's a girl who also did that to me. And i will never forget that as I'm lost a chance to know her.

It all started last year, I only seen her once. It all started when i went to Bugis and work. As usual i took the train to Bugis from my hse Yew Tee. Then, in e train cabinet, i sat down and headed to Jurong East then changed to e East Line. So when it alights at bukit batok, a girl sat beside me. I was looking at her as I'm listening to music and doing my plan out for my work, for my sales thingy I'm a salesperson cum promoter. haha, so when e train stopped at Jurong east, i changed to e East Line, i saw her again standing beside me. Then, when e train arrived i got in, no space to take a seat. So I just stood at a corner, she stood directly in front of me. I looked at her once awhile, everytime I looked at her, she smiled at me so i returned my smile. haha, she looks really sweet. I just love to see her, hahaha, then while in e train we looked at each other. Then, lots of people are watching us. SuDdenly, e train started to move fast, and most of e passenger moved about. So I was standing still, she also fell down and i grabbed her on the arms. haha, very dramatic, but it's true. She again, smiled at me and was kind of shy. I think, haha! but a pity, she got off in City Hall and she even turned and looked at me after she walked off. argh! a pity, I wish i can see her again.! >.< haiz, that's what happen. When there's chance u muz grab it before u fly away and it will never ever return. *sIgh*! aiya, signing off now. Just can`t think of what to carry on. = thnx for viewing.

2005-07-10T01:37:00.000+08:00

Finally! Official Opening had ended! wahaha. A great day! and a memorable one, but didn`t manage to take photo with ya. that's really too bad. haha. well, reported in sch at 2.30pm, then draw Arms. do some brush up of drills, then to my dinner and changed to my 1st U. heez, then we have our ceremony started! waited for the guests, roughly for 30 mins in Sedia position and sera-diri. When the Guest of Honour arrived, I'm just so happy. haha, before e parade, we had a water parade, a can of H20, really makes me felt so bloated. so it's makes my stomach feel so uncomfortable. after e GOH inspection, we marched off to our classroom. I have e grand finale thingy, so i will need to wait my 1st U for e rest of the day. We had a small celebration in e classroom, we have champange. haha, quite nice =D then we had our photo taking outside the room. Madam yap came, brought us to the staff room. In the staff room, we had lots of fun! we took photos, we talked crap. everyone was really happy, then after tt we proceeded to the gallery which is at the top of the hall. We were all up there ready for your grand finale thingy, we have seen e performance for so many times, so we didn`t really stay up there for long. So My friends and I went around e sch to view the exhibtions, we went to a room, in it have history and achievements of CDSS then to Library, in it, it have lots of exhibits regarding science. after a while, e Finale started. considered that to be e best thingy for e whole event as it's e last event! haha, so many people clapped loudly. as usual, we marched in, do the hand movements. haha, kinda proud :P then after that headed to e stairsway and wished e guests 'happy night or byebye' haha. so we will standing there, and lots of guest give us their blessing, wishing us gd luck for our exams. in return, we gave them a smile, and say gdbye. haha, then some of them on e bottom of e stairsway was having lots of fun, haha, as they love to say 'gdbye' after the whole things end, I went to e staff room and get my bags and take PHOTO! =D then headed to canteen, and took photos again! hahaha, can`t wait for them to send me those pics. *wink*

haha, wanted to join my frenz to eat but then nt many people going. and felt quite tired, so headed back home.now 2.12AM, dunno what to do also. haha, very HUNGRY.

there's one thing i want to say!! Sorry If i offended anyone (really sorry,i'm not trying to refer to anyone). here goes, I hate big bullies! bullies which love to bully people who are weaker than them in physical state! those people are really heartless, they always attack weaker people. and ask them for $ if they don`t give, they got beaten up.Pls stop all this, u are corrupting yourselves. and u never know u will get your retribution one day. and it's 10 times in return. So pls stopped all this! i hate to say this but i have to say be a gentleman and people will respect ya. bullying people will allow u to gain alot of things, what things? Troubles. and troubles leads to families,$, future. everything and anything! so i really do not know what to say. that's was just my opinion. If u have anything, or wanna (beat) me for saying this, i really sorry, i just want to voice out something. =)

getting late now, gonna slp.. bye =D Well done for the Official Opening!

2005-07-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

hehez! she love the present that i gave her. I'm so happy! Woohoo!! hahaha.. hopefully, she will bring it on tuesday then i will be truly happy too. hmmm.. now I'm at the living room, using my notebook(using other people wireless link to log into the internet) haha, so watching the NKF CANCER, really touching. I seen children at the age of 7 years old, leg was cut off due to bone cancer, and a child age 10 who suffer blood cancer. At the age of young, they suffered cancer. I'm really sad when i seen them crying when they recalled those needles injects to them. They cried sadly. Therefore, I hope everyone will at least make a call 1900-112-6868, to help them. I think if every1 makes a call, it's really enough for those needy! I now persuading my mom to make more calls. => So I hope everyone who are reading my blog, just call once will do. I know everyone have finanical problems within themselves but at least a call from each of you is enough for them.. I'm signing off now as i think the owner gonna switched off it's wireless network soon. bye everyone!

2005-07-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today! ultra super tiring, my legs are almost numb! late afternoon went to Orchard road to buy a nice and unique present. Before that i went out for some thingy. Then, i didn`t change my clothes, just head straight off to town. Starts from Plaza Singapura, walk walk, nothing much to see down there. In PS, i could only see lots of branded good. I wanted to buy a BOSS HUGO PERFUME BUT not enough $.. haha, seriously i can`t afford it. =P so headed to Heeren, bought a Big Gulp(i see e tv adv. gt flavour shot) but e cashier didn`t give me anything except he asked $ from me. Then, on e way drank it, I saw quite a few Police officers patrolling around there. To Heeren, saw a Converse Sling bag, really nice, having storewide sales, 15%. so I take note of that. Then, i saw Mambo, it have a really cool sling bag a white one(mao2 mao2 de) with small black spots on it, really nice, but e price is nice too $89. haha, oh ya! if u stay into MAMBO for long, u will see pretty ladies there. =D after that i headed to Pentragon. all branded goods, then head to Isetan nothing to see down there. Then to Wisma, nothing really catches my eyes, they have quiksilver also, but then nt many sling bag.. all are for rich people, handbags min. price at least 3 digits. A Pen, $199.00[cheapest] hehez. After that i walked around, Orchard road, Scott road, went to Orchard tower. nothing to see, Lucky plaza, all electronics stuff. Then to Far east shopping center, all e levels are mainly golf items or tailor. I even saw a shop with my name on it. 'EDWIN WONG Tailor Shop', i remembered is in Far east shopping center. I quickly head to Far East Plaza, great place to shop for unique items there! lots of stylish thing, up to fashion. saw some really cool handbags, really cool but for ladies. haha, pure white stylish. hehez but didn`t go in and take a look as all e customers are ladies, when I'm shopping a present for a lady, I have to go into a ladies shop to take alook, so everytime i waited for a guy to go in first, then i will go in. hahaha, i was amazed by a sling bag,it looks really cool, blue colour e design was a dark blue bulleye one. But then, was small and I'm not sure whether she likes blue or not. For my info, she likes White/Purple/Red, e rest I'm kind of unsure. So i head to other shops to see, i shop for 1 hour + then finally comes to a conclusion, just get into a shop with full of bags, and see what's their latest design and arrival. So e salesperson introduced me a nice sling bag, i told her my requirement, I told her that i need a sling bag for a school girl, muz be white/purple/red. so she introduces a last sling bag, white one. really nice. haha, plain design, White with brown stripes, cool design. so i bought it, within a few sentences of talk, i just bought it. haha, I'm SILLY.. => So i know i running out of time, at 8pm I'm reached 190 bus-stop, wait and wait till 8.20pm i finally got in. I was smsing her, I'm worried as she didn`t reply my msges, so i got my friend to help me with it! thanks alot!! => J***** ROCKS! I know. Ok?.. wahaha, so i gt her hse number, when I reached somewhere near her house, I quickly called her and lured her out of the house. I told a lie(sorry, I'm told a lie..) so she came down by e lift, I waited near e lift, she was surprised. haha, I purposely didn`t mention about her birthday and I didn`t even sms her last nite when it strikes 12 O'clock. haha, Am i very bad?? haha, after giving her the present and a short conversation as she and her frenz are still celebrating. So cannot take too much time, after that I wanted to call a cab but then no cab?!. I was feeling really hungry that time, Gastric acting up making really pain! my last thing i ate was Instant noodles at 2.45pm. Quickly, got off to Lot 1 food junction, have a late dinner, Hot plate Cusine =D NICE! i ate too fast and gastric acting up again. hhaha, after that, I have no energy to shop around, so i quickly went home. TODAY IS REALLY A TIRING DAY! Oh ya! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Hope you like my present for ya! see all my hardwork done, at least I need a treat from ya. haha!!

2005-06-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

time for blog. school started on mon.! not very used to it, still on holiday mood. Sleep, talk, main thing is SLEEP. seems like I don`t have sufficient Sleep nowadays. Monday, straight home, e moment I'm on my bed, I slept immediately. Then, tues have to stay back for project reached home late, but slept quite early in e night. Today, same thing as Monday. Slept in the afternoon, I really felt so tiring.Luckily, there isn`t rehearsal on this tues and wed! [!!] and School don`t ends at 2.50pm everyday but 2 days a week. At least better than nothing, can straight home early! But it's only temporaily, Teachers are using the opportunity to give us extra classes on those days which does not ends at 2.50pm. I rather it ends at 2.50pm everyday then having extra lessons till 4pm. 1 of e extra lessons are a weekly class test, everyone is stressing now, but I'm still on my holiday mood. What is Happening to me?! I always told my self, [yeah! today I will make a important notes from my chemistry text.] but up to now, i did nothing! exactly nothing! All I'm thinking is about OO, haha. OO is really keeping me busy. Teachers are asking us to stay back either rehearsal or projects. *sigh*

"Love is not love that alters when it alteration finds."By Shakespeare

nice quotes! heez. I'm still in a mess in my love-life. {haha} I don`t know what to do, I just hmm.. just let it be. ha, I just don`t have e courage to start something, even it's a small conversation. 'Let go e things if u are afraid to lose it' By Me. haha, I thought of it something maybe some people might have used it. Well, we humans can`t really let go off the things if we are afraid to lose it. We just can`t help it, we have memories. Memories last forever, eternity, even if you have the 'erasing memories' potion, you still will remember somethings in return.. Memories can`t be erased that easily, it stays in forever just that it takes time to recall it.

We should live our life with hopes, happiness and cherish every single moment we have anywhere and everywhere, We shouldn`t live our life with sadness everyday! Regardless of what happens even if something bad happens, we should always remain calm and think of solution but not to sad over it and do nothing waiting for something to happen. =)

Can anyone pass me a steak and red wine. haha, hmmm.. I will having it on this sat. [HOPEFULLY, I got my award $ and have a nice meal.] muhahaha! =PpP

2005-06-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

Finally, have a free time to spend for my blog! :) been quite a time didn`t update on my blog. haha, a few days only.. Today! I went and watched Mr. & Mrs.Smith! John Smith & Jane Smith. they're cool! especially, Jane Smith , COOL! and HOT! I did not have my nose bleed or drools, wahaha! I was just enjoying watching her doing those actions! COol! The ending part was totally AWESOME! Couple have themselves armed and shot down all of them. haha, Brad Pitt give sex rate, a rating of 10. haha, but he's real cool! Better watch it! It's real HOT! I just love Jane Smith! baby! woOo! Angelina Jolie, HonEY!

Tomorrow, rehearsal!!!! yesterday rehearsal, until 6+ esp. the Grand Finale, from 1pm to 6pm and we did 3 practise, wasted 4 hours watching the others performing again and again! sat down there, talking talking.. haiz, tomorrow 4pm! rehearsal till night time!. Hopefully it ends well! and nothing bad happens. But I'm gonna starve, late dinner. speak of dinner, I'm little hungry now! I have a feeling to eat Steak, I hope I can have a plate of Beef steak with gravy, some veggie on it. A glass of red wine or champagne. heez, or maybe for breakfast a pack of cereals with some chocolate milk on it. (hmmM.. YumMy) ha, just love all these! but I can hardly get to eat them, hardly or rarely, ONCE A BLUE MOON. If I can have them daily, wOoo.. I will join the school TAF club! haha. well, gonna signed off soon, stomach is alittle unwell, went to the toilet for a few times today! cannot stand it. Nitez everyone!

2005-06-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

rehearsal, NPCC training has been going on and on! last week of the holiday, can`t even let me hao hao de rest! or rushed my homework. So tiring today! doing so much things and it's again and again! same old drills, command. Even got punished to run 2 rounds holding the rifle upwards, really tiring, after that run, I really felt like vomiting. But 'REN' [Endure] ended up nothing happens though. I have so many assignments to touch on, Social Studies, Geography Test Correction(horrible correction),E.Maths (2 chapters consists of at LEAST 80 qns each chapter). at least a total of 200 qns? Crazy fellow, wasted my foolscap papers and graph papers!! *sigh* Tomorrow, drawing 1st Uniform Attire. Once in my whole life, can`t believe it, I gonna get it tomorrow! heez, can`t wait for tomorrow, Tonight muz really rest well! Today is really horrible. muscles pain, leg pain. felt really uncomfortable. Hopefully, tomorrow the training will be a better one! =) *signing off now! gonna slp now. if not tomorrow I'm be late then I'm not setting an gd example. haha(action!) =>

2005-06-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

so fast! 3rd week of the holiday. time to start to buck up for homeworks & revision! I'm just started my 'engine'. Am I the latest? haha. Hopefully not, it happened so fast! 1st week have rehearsal, everyone hopes it ended fast and it did end fast! 2nd week we have Hwa Chong Science Tuition, every1 hope it ended slow but it ended fast toO! comes to 3rd week, i can`t believe that today is actually wednesday! so fast, everything happened real fast. How I wish i can adjust the speed of time. heez, so i can adjust it to be slower or faster. Definitely, hope to be slower regardless of any events happens(gOod or Bad). As long as time don`t pass that fast, I'm pleased. heez!

Today, early morning rain! Cooling weather so I will be able to late for my project. =), project starts at 9am, i came at 10am. The LRT suddenly occured a maintenance fault so need to wait for 15 mins. Almost doze off in the LRT, reached 'Pending' cooling but floor is wet. On the way to school, I'm really try to becareful not to let my feet wet. It's really uncomfortable to have a wet feet for the whole day. Then, the wind is really strong, even my small umbrella couldn`t take it. So I stopped at a void-deck, waiting for it to stop alittle. Then, i thought of taking off my socks, heez, so that the socks won`t be soaked wet. Indeed, it helped! YEAH! No wet feet for me. =P reached school, quickly help out in the project. And brought a pack of poker cards with me, just learnt some card tricks, so decided to show off =) , at first, some of my friends are amazed but after that slowly, i performed those simple one. haha, and they caught me. haha, smart! heez. But never mind, i will learnt more. It's fun to entertain people with this, they will be very 'blur' wondering how come it becomes like that? But it's really silly when you know how is it done. Really very silly. i shall stop here now, I need to brush up my work! (It's so tiring even I drank 2 cups of Coffee, I still yawn for the whole day)..

2005-06-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Sleeping for e whole afternoon, finally! a gd sleep! but I'm still feeling tired now. hmm.. actually we spent quite alot of time sleeping.. haha, but then we need sleep, no choice, part of life. haha, having tuition classes in sch, this whole week, tutors are not bad. know each other fast, talk alot. ha, joke around. *sIgh! thought of something, well, some people are not 'original' it's not wrong to learn things from each other or get influence by someone. but can`t be relying on someone too much, even on small things. Example like, songs, usually, u don`t listen to eng songs, suddenly, a person says, this song is nice, then u go and like it too. somemore, u dislike eng songs, becoz of that person u changed to eng song. Well, If that person is your best friend, then it's ok, as best friends influence each other. BUT if it's someone that u didn`t know too well, it's a opposite sex, and juz becoz she/he loves that song then u want to please her or follow her or watever reasons. I think is not very 'original' Another Example is, some people thinks that playing games are useless, and u like to play games alittle, therefore, just people say games are useless. Then, u got influenced and kept saying that games are not gd, blah blah.. AND that person is not a close fren of ya. Then you want to follow, such things can`t be change one. If you want to follow others, should follow another ways, in my opinion, u can follow their examples like if they love sports, so think that sports are gd, so spent alittle more time, get used to e sports. And see whether u can cope it or not. If someone says this thing are not gd or useless, if u yourself thinks that u muz have or do it. JUST Be yourSELF.. Don`t think that people can do this, u also want it! No way u can be 100% like that person. ADVISE is Be your ownself! BUT getting influences from the others, isn`t a bad idea. BUT u muz know how to maintain a balanced, u can`t always 'copy' others. it's really impossible one.. and GOD made us to be different. If everyone is e same, we are CLONES.. AND LIFE IS MEANINGLESS. Stop here, *yawning heavily now! gonna slp. nitez everyone!

QIAO!

2005-06-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

ha, today, really a weird day! can`t be so 'qiao'!! early morning, head to school for Concert rehearsal practise. Suddenly, a call i recieved, from an unknown person. I didn`t answer it as i was preparing for e rehearsal, so after tt, i sms her, asking her idenitity. She insists that she knows me, haha, so I thought could be someone from my sch, When i told her I'm from Chestnut Drive, she replied 'eh, sorry, i think i called e wrong no. juz now' so she again sms me, asked me wanna make friends. so we exchanged alittle sms, be friends, she's from Unity Sec. haha, then we sms. I didn`t reply her at e last part, kinda busy. ha, so in e afternoon. another unknown sms me a 'friendship' sms, then 2nd sms, kept apologizing to me, she sms wrong people, and we made friends together. i told her, i knew someone in tis way not long before. really so 'qiao'! hahaha, somemore she's from Nanyang Girls.. aiyo, what's happening today. haha, It's got to be kidding, suddenly, 2 unknown friends.. haha, 1st girl are really bugging me.. ha, aiya, dunno. I really busy, so didn`t send me much sms. =) k la, sign off now.. nitez every1

ha!

2005-05-31T18:57:00.000+08:00

Chinese O'level Paper 1 and 2, finally gone! The feeling is really great, just like a super extra-size of a BOOK being thrown out of your Bag! and you will really light. heez, Holidays! But still have to wake up early morning for rehearsal! tuitions! rehearsal tuitions! In sch somemore! consider that busy month, but then it's better than the school days.. Today, went to the SP for the course, SP experience, i chose Sci. and we did 1 experiment, that's it. 'You may go now' said by 1 of the teachers. we spent an hour there, that's it. for Life-Sci. no wonder so many people didn`t go. But the food there was nice. heez, too much foodcourts too choose. the signboard, stated 6 foodcourts altogether.. after that thingy, quickly went home, tidying up the room, did some hsework. Then, went and catch a movie, Kingdom Of Heaven. Don`t understand the stories, as i watched without the subtitles in e theatre. But the fighting was really nice, I just love it. =) The Encouraging words he said to his Armies were really touching, If I'm a Knight there, I will be really blessed by his words. quickly went home, online, ask ard the movie.. heez, some parts I'm really blur. like tt lor, chit-chatting. heez, that's all for now! gonna watch 7pm shows now! before that I needa to type out something not relavant, alittle silly. well, i think every1 dislike it when some1 spread words behind u, although is nt true or true. I'm dislike that, but I believe we should nt really care about what others say. As Long as U believe in yourself, whether it's true or not, it's all up to you. =) *peace*

Amazing challenge?

2005-05-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Amazing Challenge?.. SiGh! thought it will be e same as amazing race, running around Singapore, going through obstacles, trials or games. ended up, we are selling pen? $2 per pen, and not even that when we got into the first station, which is at Lot 1 Cineplex, lots of Singapore POly students doing their donations. Got into first station, first thing to do is sell 5 pens for each person. We got 4 person, thought it will be easy ended up alittle difficult as lots of SP students asking for donations, at each entrance about 5, roughly there are more than 20 SP students crowding at Lot 1. We asked for donations, the people scold us, said 'so many donations!' got scolding for nthg. Then, we tried all means, took a few hrs to sell 20 pens. Then, we got back to the station, answer 5 qns, all the qns, really toopid and even have answers & qns pasted outside the movies counter. Then, 2nd station West Mall,went to West mall, muz sell 7 pens each more! how? we only left abt an hr, so many grps stuck in West Mall, ended up didn`t sell 7, I only managed to sell 3 more. but other teams sold more than 80 pens, how did they do it? haha, we are just laughing and playing, as long as we did a part for the NKF Children Medical Fund, It's really a proud thing but the person-in-charge, said we are sleeping at home as we didn`t sell alot of pens, she did nothing and expect us to sell lots. In my point of view, as long as we can help out the needys, no matter how much we sold, it's considered a little help to them. And we shouldn`t be selling pen, the game card stated it's scratchcard. anyhow only!! Well, a drop of water forms a river. A bottle of Sand forms a Desert, so our little help is really a great help to them.. =) k, super tiring, leg muscle tired out. gonna rest now. buh-bii.